The Power Of A Mother's Love
By: Kenda
(A Missing Scene From The Episode: By Force And Violence)
Jarrod
and Audra sat at the parlor table playing checkers. The Grandfather clock in the foyer dinged nine times as Nick
trotted down the stairs.
"Jarrod,
I'm packed. We can leave at day
break."
Jarrod
jumped two of his sister's checkers.
"As soon as I beat Audra at this game I'll pack, too. Then I'm calling it a night."
Audra
looked from Nick, who was poking at the logs in the fireplace, to Jarrod. "Do you really think Mother and Heath
are in any danger from that escaped prisoner?"
Nick
placed the poker back in the rack. He
walked over and plopped himself in the chair across from his siblings.
"I
doubt it. Like Jarrod said at the
supper table, Heath's more than capable of taking care of himself and
Mother."
"He
certainly is." Jarrod smiled at
his sister. "Don't you worry,
sweetie. You know as well we do that
Heath's done a little bit of everything in his life and seen a little bit of
everything. When it comes to facing
adversity, there's no man I'd rather have at my side."
"Yeah,
there's no need to worry," Nick echoed.
"It's just that with Mother and Heath up at the lodge and that
escapee in the area...well it would be wise to let them know of the
situation."
"You
just want to get a jump on your fishing," Audra teased in an attempt to
erase the frowns her brothers were trying to hide from her. "Every spring when Mother opens the
lodge you two are always looking for excuses to be the first ones to the trout
stream."
"That
we are," Jarrod agreed. "Only
this year Heath beat us to it. He was
the lucky dog who didn't have any pressing work when Mother decided it was time
to head to the lodge."
"Oh,
I could have found pressing work for him all right." Nick leaned forward in his seat to study the
checkerboard. "Trouble is, Mother wouldn't hear of it."
"That's
because each year she rotates who she takes with her to open the lodge,"
Audra reminded her brothers. "She
likes the opportunity of spending some undivided time with each of her
children. Heath hasn't had his chance
for that yet."
Jarrod
smiled as the conversation continued. Heath
had become such a part of this family that no one even pointed out to Audra
their half brother came to them by way of their father. He was not their mother's biological
child. But then Victoria didn't treat
him any differently than she treated her own offspring, and despite the fact
Heath had been a grown man when he'd arrived on the ranch, she never hesitated
to call him son. And in turn, the love
Heath had for the matriarch of the Barkley family was apparent to all of them.
With
a wave of his index finger Nick pointed out to Audra all the places on the
board where she was making mistakes.
She shot her brother a dirty look.
"I hate it when you do
that."
“Do what?”
"Sit
in that chair when I'm in the middle of a game and tell me what moves to
make. Heath never does that."
"Oh,
he doesn't, does he? Well, missy, have
you ever realized he just sits here and lets you make moves that are
going to ultimately cost you the victory?
I would think you'd be grateful for my help."
"Well
I'm not, thank you very much."
Jarrod
jumped the last four of Audra's checkers, his game piece giving the wooden
board a satisfied bang each time it pounded the surface. With one hand and a smile he wiped the board
clean.
"And
thank you very much, little sister, for a most enjoyable match."
"Humph!" Audra crossed her arms over her chest while
Nick laughed. "You're only
thanking me because you won."
As
he stood Jarrod leaned over and kissed Audra's cheek. "Which I do quite often when I'm playing against you. Heath, on the other hand, gives me a run for
my money."
"Heath
gives all of us a run for our money when it comes to playing checkers. Or cards for that matter. He never lost a game of cards to any of us
last year at the lodge."
"Well, mark my words this year
will be different." Nick pushed
himself out of his seat. Like his older
brother, he was going to bed. "I
plan on getting every dime back from him I lost last year and then some."
"Good
luck."
"What's
that supposed to mean, little miss?"
Jarrod
smiled at his siblings and turned for the stairs. "I'll let you two argue this one out alone. Nick, I'll meet you down here at five. We can eat, saddle our horses, and hit the
trail."
"That's
fine. I'll tell Silas what time we'll want breakfast. Then I'm hittin' the sack, too."
"Maybe
I should come with you," Audra said while putting the checkers back in
their box.
Nick
and Jarrod exchanged glances. If there
was an escaped killer on the loose near the lodge the last thing they wanted
was to put their sister in peril.
"No,"
Jarrod shook his head. "You stay
here and finish that dress you're making for the spring ball. If everything's okay with Mother and Heath,
which I fully expect it will be, I'll be heading right back home. I've got enough work at the office to keep
me busy the rest of the week. Then you
and I will ride up there together on Saturday like we'd planned before this
Tamarack situation came up."
Audra
thought her brothers were being overly protective of her, but she'd sensed
their concern ever since Jarrod had brought up the prison break at supper. Out of respect for that she bowed to their
wishes.
"All
right. I'll stay here and sew even though as of right this moment I don't have
anyone to attend the ball with."
"What
happened to the latest suitor?"
Jarrod asked.
Nick
bit back his smile. "She was up
half the night writing him a Dear John letter.
Or Dear Bill letter. Or Dear Sam
letter. Or a Dear Whatever-His-Name-Was
letter."
"David. His name was David. And it's not funny, Nick."
"I'm
sure by the time the spring ball arrives someone else will be smitten with you,
Miss Barkley," Jarrod assured. "Which
is all the more reason for you to stay home tomorrow."
"Why?"
"So
you can go out on the prowl."
"Jarrod
Barkley, I do not prowl for men."
"Whatever
you say, baby sister. And on that note
I'll bid both of you good night."
"Night,
Jarrod."
"Good
night, Jarrod."
Nick
headed for the kitchen. Audra looked up
from the book she was reading when he returned to the parlor.
"Did
you find Silas?"
"Yeah. He'll have breakfast ready for Jarrod and me
at five. What are my chances of seeing
you at the table at that time of the morning?"
"The
same as your chances of beating Heath at cards."
"Hardy,
har, har."
Audra
chuckled at her brother's mock outrage.
"Good night, Nick."
"Good
night."
"Give
Mother and Heath a kiss for me when you see them."
"I'll
give Mother a kiss for you. As far as
kissing Heath, you'll have to do that yourself."
Nick
bent over Audra's chair and kissed her cheek while at the same time undoing the
hair clasp on the back of her head.
"Nick!"
The
dark headed man ran for the stairs laughing.
By the time Audra stood to give chase he was shutting the door to his
room.
"Nicholas
Barkley, you haven't changed since you were sixteen years old. You tormented me then and you still torment
me today."
Silas
entered the parlor to make his final nightly round of the house.
"And
you love every minute of it if I do say so myself, Miss Audra. And Mr. Heath, why he teases you just as bad
as Mr. Nick does."
"You're
right, Silas, he does. Oh why couldn't
at least one of those boys have been my sister instead of my brother?"
"Now,
Miss Audra, I really don't think you'd want it any other way. Do you?"
Audra
thought of all the attention and love that was showered on her by her position
as the only girl amongst four brothers.
She had to admit, other than the times when they grew irrational over
their desire to protect her, it was flattering to be fawned over by such
handsome men even if they were her siblings.
Audra
smiled as her eyes returned to the pages of her book. "No, Silas, I don't suppose I'd want it any other way."
An
hour had passed since the bounty hunters rode away. Victoria Barkley looked up at the night sky and said a silent
prayer for Wade Dixon. The escaped
convict helped her free Heath from beneath the tipped wagon.
For
whatever reason, after she'd heard his story she believed him innocent of the
crime that sent him to Tamarack prison.
Call it woman's intuition, or better yet, mother's intuition.
They
had no more than gotten Heath out of the mud pit he'd been mired in when the
thunder of horses' hooves indicated riders approaching. Dixon dived for a clump of bushes. He'd concealed himself in the heavy foliage,
his efforts aided by the moonless night. Victoria could almost feel the man
holding his breath as she calmly answered the bounty hunters' questions.
Yes,
she'd heard a rifle shot.
No,
she didn't know how long ago.
Yes,
that was her horse up in the woods.
No,
she hadn't seen anyone in hours. And most certainly not an escaped prisoner.
She'd
tried to delay the men in their search by enlisting their help in getting Heath
back to the ranch. It came as no
surprise to Victoria when they refused.
A bounty hunter after his prey had only one thing on his mind. Money.
Victoria
smiled a little at the irony of it all.
She'd have paid the two men far more had they helped her with Heath than
Dixon's dead body would garner them from the Tamarack prison authorities.
In
the hour since the bounty hunters left and Wade Dixon limped off into the thick
woods Victoria had built a fire and pulled two supply crates out of the
mud. One crate held the oil lantern,
the other she leaned against using it to support her back.
The
only blanket she could find that wasn't saturated with muck was wrapped around
Heath's shoulders. She had him propped
against her chest, the back of his muddy head resting on her collarbone.
She
knew for certain his left leg was broken.
He'd also confessed to some cracked ribs when he couldn't help but cry
out at her probing fingers.
He'd
fallen into a fitful sleep thirty minutes earlier, but even so she could feel
the shivers course through his body every few seconds.
Victoria
pondered the logistics of getting Heath home.
She looked at the wagon buried on its side in the mud
If
only I hadn't gotten in such a hurry to open the lodge. It could have waited another week or
so. By then the roads would have been
passable. I should have never tried to
take the wagon through that washout. I
should have known it would get stuck.
And when Heath asked me if I wanted him to take the reins I should have
let him.
But
that's not how it happened. Victoria
maintained control of the horses while Heath jumped down to push. But something went terribly wrong. The wagon broke free of its base. Victoria flew from the seat, not sure what
was happening until she landed on her hands and knees in three feet of
mud. When she turned around the sight
that greeted her made her heart skip a beat.
The wagon bed, still loaded with supplies and gear, was laying on top of
Heath. She'd worked for an hour trying
to free him out but to no avail.
There'd been no choice but to make him as comfortable as she could and
leave to get help. She'd kissed him on
the mouth, promising she'd be back with Nick and some of the ranch hands.
Victoria
Barkley never got as far as the ranch before she ran across Wade Dixon in the
woods. The ankle chain he wore told his
story. Or at least some of it. The rest would come much later. At the time all she wanted was help for
Heath. Dixon refused to come to her aid
until the loaded rifle convinced him it would be in his best interest. The shot the bounty hunters heard had come
from Victoria's gun. She'd blown the
chain apart that was strung between the manacles fastened around his ankles.
Victoria’s
thoughts returned to the present when a distant wolf bayed at the dark
sky. His eerie call roused Heath.
"Mother?"
It
was odd. She wasn't the woman who had
given birth to him, had only known him for two years, yet when he spoke that
word in just that tone she knew exactly who he wanted.
"I'm
right here, Heath."
He
shifted his body in her arms. He sucked
in a sharp breath at the blinding pain that shot up his leg and clamped on his
chest like an anvil.
"Sweetheart,
don't--"
"Move,"
he pushed out between clenched teeth.
"I'll remember that from now on."
She
kissed his temple. "That would be
a wise idea."
Victoria
tightened the blanket around Heath's quaking body. She knew she should get his mud-drenched clothes off of him. They were only making him colder. But she had no idea how she'd remove his
pants without hurting him, and no idea if he'd even let her. Without scissors at her disposal it was a
moot point anyway. Unless...
"Heath?"
"Yeah?"
"Are
you carrying a pocket knife?"
"Yes."
Heath moved his head enough so he could see Victoria's face. "In the right front pocket of my
pants. Why?"
"Because
I think I should get your pants and shirt off.
You're cold and those mud soaked clothes can't be helping any."
"I'm
fine."
"Heath,
you're shivering."
"I'm
fine."
"Heath..."
"You
can take my shirt off if you want, but my pants are staying on."
"Before
Doctor Sheridan can set that leg they're going to have to come off."
"As
long as Doctor Sheridan is the one who takes them off I'll have no problem with
that."
"What
about Jarrod or Nick?"
"I
can live with either of those choices, too."
"But
not me?"
"Not
unless I'm in a coma."
"Heath
Morgan Barkley, I diapered you..."
Victoria
stopped there. She'd gotten so used to
thinking of Heath as one of her own children she'd almost said to him what she would
have said to Jarrod, or Nick, or Eugene.
And
Heath knew it. He gave her a gentle
smile.
"No,
you didn't."
Victoria
kissed his temple again. Her words were
soft and tentative.
"You're
right. I didn't."
It
was strange how times like this could focus in the pain of Tom's affair with
Heath's mother so sharp and clear.
Heath sensed her disquiet.
He
lifted his right hand until he came in contact with hers. He squeezed gently.
"I'm
sorry."
"You
have nothing to be sorry for, Heath."
"Sometimes
I think I do. Other times I know I
do."
"What
do you mean?"
Heath
shifted his head so he was staring straight ahead.
"If
I had known you before I rode on the ranch
I never would have told you who I was."
"You
mean told me you're Tom's son?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because
you're the last person on this earth I ever want to hurt. But before...before I knew you, it didn't
matter to me. You were just a name. A name that meant nothing because you were
simply Tom Barkley's wife. I never
imagined you would become so much more than that."
"That's
understandable. I don't think any of
us; you, me, Jarrod, Nick, Audra, or Eugene, could have imagined that first day
how much a part of our family you would become."
"Why'd
you do it?"
"Why'd
I do what?"
"Ask
me to stay."
Victoria
thought a long time before answering.
"Because
I saw a lonely, heartbroken young man who, despite his anger and hate-filled
words, was looking for a family. Was
looking for a place and people he could call his own. I'll be honest with you, Heath, I didn't like you much that first
day you arrived. As a matter of fact I
didn't like you at all."
Heath
smiled at Victoria's forthrightness. He
hadn't wanted her to like him back then.
As a matter of fact, he wouldn’t have cared if all the Barkleys cursed
the ground he walked on. Or at least
that's what he'd told himself the day he arrived on the ranch to claim his
inheritance.
"But
after a few days your attitude quickly improved. Soon I began to see the real person underneath that bitter
exterior. And the real person was so
kind and loving that it was hard not to love him back."
"And
now you're sittin' here allowing a mud covered cowboy to use you as a
pillow. Who'd have ever thought it,
huh?"
Victoria
gave Heath’s shoulders a squeeze.
"Oh, I don't mind. I think
this mud-covered cowboy is pretty special.
Just as special as my other three cowboys and my cowgirl."
"You're
too good to me. You always have been."
"I
beg to differ with you on that point.
But then we've had this discussion in the past."
"Yes,
we have," Heath acknowledged. "And since we always end up agreeing to
disagree I guess it's foolish for us to talk about it again."
"I'll
second that."
Another
shiver made Heath tremble within Victoria's embrace. She tightened her hold,
trying to transfer more of her body heat to him. While keeping one arm around Heath she leaned sideways and tossed
another log on the fire.
"When
day break comes I'll have to leave for help."
"I
know."
"I
should be back by early afternoon. Nick
and I will bring a wagon and some men."
Heath
could tell the woman needed his reassurance that her plan was the best one and
that he'd be all right while she was gone.
"That's
fine. I'm won't be goin’
anywhere."
"Unless
we can get you on one of the horses," Victoria thought out loud. "Do you think--"
"No,
Mother. It'll never work. Even if you could help me mount a horse
without hurting yourself, which I highly doubt, I’ll never be able to swing
this leg over. Don't worry. I'll be okay here alone."
When
Victoria didn't answer Heath turned his head again so he could see her face.
"What's
wrong? What's bothering you?"
"Nothing."
"You've
been upset ever since those bounty hunters left."
"Upset?"
"You
said you'd tell me about the man who helped you when you got me home. Maybe you'd better tell me now."
"I'd
rather you sleep."
"I'd
rather sleep, too, but that's not gonna happen."
"Is
the pain that bad?"
"Let's
put it this way, it smarts. But I'll
live."
"Of
course you will."
Victoria
ran a hand through Heath's hair. The
thick strands were brittle now, caked with dried mud and spiked from his head.
"I'll
have to wash your hair for you after Doctor Sheridan takes care of that leg and
those ribs. That is, of course, if
you'll let me."
"As
long as I have some sort of pants on while you're doin’ it."
"I'm
sure that can be arranged."
"Mother? The man who helped you?"
"You
know, Heath, you're as tenacious as your father was."
"I
reckon I've been accused of worse."
Victoria
ignored the teasing in Heath's tone.
She sat a long time running her hand through his hair. When she spoke her voice was soft and
soothing. For some reason her tone
reminded Heath of when he was a little boy and his mother would tell him a
story each night before he went to sleep.
"He
was a young man about your age. He said
his name was Dixon. Wade Dixon. His mother left home when he was ten. He woke up one morning and she was
gone. Her clothes were gone. Her jewelry was gone. Even her hairbrush was gone. She'd left no note. Nothing for him to remember her by. When Wade asked his father where she was
he'd been told he was to forget her. To
pretend she'd never existed. Soon his
father began leaving him with neighbors and disappearing for weeks at a
time. Wade never knew if his father was
looking for his mother, or if he was running from the pain her leaving caused
him, or simply running from the responsibilities of being both mother and
father to a little boy."
Leah
Thomson's face came to Heath's mind and he thought of himself at the age of
ten. At that time she was all he had in
the entire world. If he'd woken one day
to find her gone he would have been devastated beyond anything words could
convey. When he spoke his voice was as
quiet as Victoria's.
"It
must have been very hard for him."
"No
doubt it was. I'm sure he spent many
years wondering if she'd left because of him.
If he'd done something to upset her or make her angry. I'm not sure if, even now, he understood
that no woman who is a good mother would ever abandon her child no matter what
that child did."
"So
what happened?"
"He
grew up to be a gambler. Like his
father he roamed from town to town. He
didn't say so, but I'm sure his roaming was really a search for the woman who
had left him so many years before.
"One
day he was playing in a card game when he recognized the saloon girl. She was his mother. She denied knowing Wade even after he told
her who he was. Later that same day he
had a fight with another man over a hand of cards. He said he shot the man in self-defense. That the man drew on him first. Wade said his mother was the only
witness. When the sheriff questioned
her about the shooting he said she lied.
He said she claimed he was guilty of murder even though she knew that
wasn’t the truth."
"And
you believed him."
"Yes,
I believed him. Don't ask me why or
how. Call it mother's intuition. But for some reason I believed every word he
said."
"Which
was why you didn't turn him into those bounty hunters."
"Yes,
that's why."
The
pair fell into a lengthy silence, each privately reviewing Victoria's
story. It was Heath who finally spoke.
"Can
I ask you another question?"
“Only
if you promise to go to sleep after I answer it."
Heath
chuckled. His own mother used to reply
in that exact fashion when he was a child and tried to prolong bedtime at the
end of her story by making inquiries of her.
"I'll
try."
"All
right then, ask away."
"How
did you get Dixon to come back here with you?
I can't imagine a man who was running from bounty hunters would want to
be delayed for any reason."
"No,
he didn't want to be delayed, that's for certain. Let's just say that at first my rifle convinced Mr. Dixon it
would behoove him to see things my way.
And later...well later a mother's love further convinced him."
"A
mother's love?"
"In
the beginning he was jealous of the love I have for my son." Victoria gave Heath a squeeze so he knew she
meant him when she said, 'my son.'
"Then I believe he came to admire it. And I suppose to envy you for it as well."
Heath
reached up and rested his hand on the arm Victoria had wrapped around his
shoulders.
"He
should envy me for it. In this life
I've been luckier than most men."
"What
makes you say that?"
"I've
had two women whom I've called mother.
And they've both been equally as special to me."
Victoria
had to swallow the lump in her throat.
"That's
a very nice thing for you to say, Heath."
"Doesn't
matter if it's nice or not. What
matters is it's true." Heath
squeezed Victoria's arm. "If I've
never told you this before then it's past time. I love you, Mother."
Heath
could feel Victoria's tears against the side of his face.
"Whether
you know it or not, honey, you tell me every day. And I love you, too. Just
as much as if you were one of my own children."
"Thank
you. That means a lot to me." Heath tossed the woman a lopsided grin. "But I'm still not gonna let you take
my pants off."
Victoria
gave Heath a light whack on the shoulder.
"That's
enough out of you, Mr. Barkley. You go
back to sleep."
Heath
nodded and closed his eyes. Leah
Thomson had been dead a long time now.
It felt good to again be wrapped safe, and secure, and warm in the arms
of a woman he called mother.
Victoria
never thought about it when she started to hum a favorite old hymn. She'd done this with all her children
throughout their growing up years when they'd been sick, or been awakened by a
nightmare, or simply couldn't unwind from a hard day of play and fall
asleep. She didn't realize she was
humming the same hymn Heath's mother used to hum to him for all the same
reasons she'd hummed it to Jarrod, Nick, Audra, and Eugene.
Despite the pain he was in the soft
song lulled Heath toward sleep. He
thought of a ten year old boy who'd been abandoned by his mother and later grew
up to spend his life searching for her.
Heath knew that in some ways he and that boy had a lot in common. After Heath's mother died he'd left the town
he'd grown up in. In a way, Heath had
been searching ever since then for his mother, as well. It had taken him a long time to realize his
search had stopped the day he rode onto the Barkley ranch.
Victoria
felt Heath give her arm a final squeeze right before his body relaxed and his
head slid sideways against her shoulder.
Long after he'd fallen asleep she continued to hum. She smiled as she looked up at the night sky
while marveling at God's wonders.
Now
she could say that at some point all her children had fallen asleep in
her arms.
Victoria
woke with a start. The pink rays of
first light were just beginning to part the darkness in the east. The woman didn't know what time she'd fallen
asleep, but she knew it had been well past midnight. Heath had woken up several times during the night. Each time he'd open his eyes and shift his
body within her arms she'd wake up, too.
Though he wouldn't admit it she knew the pain was taking its toll on
him.
Heath
had fallen asleep again about an hour earlier.
Victoria hated the thought of leaving him here alone but she knew she
had no choice. She'd let him sleep a
little longer, then wake him for breakfast.
After that she'd settle him as comfortably as she could before she
climbed on one of the horses and rode for the ranch.
The
woman had no time to reach for her rifle when she heard horses racing at a full gallop. She prayed the bounty hunters weren't coming
back. She didn't think they'd hurt her
or Heath unless they'd come to the conclusion she'd allowed Dixon to escape
their clutches. Then she had no doubt
they wouldn't think twice about killing her and her son.
Heath
was still sitting propped up by Victoria's body. Even if she'd needed to move with any type of speed she wouldn't
have been able to without hurting him.
As the horses pounded around the curve of the road above their heads
Victoria tightened her hold on Heath.
The
white headed woman didn't know who was more startled, herself or her sons. Jarrod and Nick jumped from their mounts and
sidled down the hill.
"Mother!"
"Mother,
what happened?"
Victoria
put her fingers to her lips.
"Shhh. Not so loud."
The
men knelt beside their brother. Heath
went on sleeping, undisturbed by their presence. Nick looked behind him at the tipped wagon.
"Mother?"
"The
wagon got stuck in the mud. I was
driving. Heath climbed down to push and
something broke the bed loose from the frame.
It fell on him."
Nick's
eyes traveled his mud-covered sibling.
"How
bad is he hurt?"
"A
broken left leg and some cracked ribs that I know of."
Nick
turned and clawed his way back up the steep hill. Because Nick Barkley believed in safety in numbers he'd brought
along two ranch hands in the event they ran across the escaped prisoner. And because he always believed in being
prepared for the unexpected he'd made sure everyone had brought bedrolls and
food.
"Mike,
Cal, bring a wagon as fast as you can.
Load it with blankets, pillows, fresh water, the means to make a splint,
and strips of cloth I can wrap Heath's ribs with. Send someone to town for Doc Sheridan. Tell them to have him meet us at the house about two this
afternoon. We should be pulling in with
Heath right about then. And let Audra
and Silas know what's going on. Audra
will probably insist on coming back here with you. Tell her I said she'll do Heath more good by waiting at the house
for the doctor."
"Will
do, Nick."
"Give
me your bedrolls," Nick ordered while retrieving his own bedroll as well
as Jarrod's.
The
men untied the bedrolls from the back of their horses so Nick could make use of
their blankets.
"We'll
ride fast, Nick," Cal assured.
"Be back just as soon as we can."
The
men turned their horses around and took off in the direction they'd just ridden
from.
When
Nick rejoined his family Victoria said,
"Don't take this wrong because I don't mean to sound the least bit
ungrateful, but what in the world brings you two up this way so early in the
morning?"
Nick
covered Heath with two of the four blankets while Jarrod spoke for both of
them.
"The
sheriff stopped in my office yesterday and told me about an escapee from
Tamarack prison. Nick and I talked the
situation over at supper. We thought
it might be wise to let you and Heath know about the man considering how close
the lodge is to Tamarack. We had
planned to leave home right about now, but at midnight I woke up to find Nick
pacing my bedroom floor. He said he had
a feeling something was wrong and we should head to the lodge as fast as we
could." Jarrod reached out and
laid his left hand on Heath's arm and his right on Victoria's. "For once I'm glad I took stock in one
of Nick's premonitions."
"I'm
glad you did, too. I was just getting
ready to head home for help. I hated
the thought of leaving Heath here by himself but I didn't have any other
choice."
Nick
took off his gloves and shoved them in a back pocket of his pants. He ran his
bare hands over Heath's body, trying to determine if there were any other
broken bones. He looked up when his
hand came in contact with one of Heath's.
The blond man's icy fingers caused Nick's brow to furrow as he looked at
his older brother.
"Jarrod,
he's really cold. We need to get these
muddy clothes off him."
"I
wanted to do just that, but he wouldn't let me. Or at least not the
pants."
"Well,
he's not gonna argue with me and Jarrod on this point. We're taking everything off him. We can build up the fire and wrap him in
these blankets. See if you can find
some more wood close by, Mother. And I
packed food in my saddle bags."
Jarrod
helped his mother ease out from behind Heath.
He took over her spot, knowing that with cracked ribs it was less
painful for Heath if he was propped up in a sitting position.
The
stiff muscles in Victoria's legs screamed with protest. She felt the pins and needles sensation that
indicated blood was flowing back to the shoulder Heath's head had been resting
on. The woman allowed her body a few
seconds to get used to her upright position then headed up the hill for Nick's
saddlebags. She retrieved them, tied
her sons' horses to a tree, then scrounged the ground for firewood. She heard Heath stifle a cry and
pivoted. It was hard for her not to run
to his side, but out of respect for him she kept her distance. Nick was using his pocketknife to cutting
away Heath’s pants. She knew no matter
how careful her middle son was the action was bound to cause Heath pain. Jarrod was still holding onto his upper
body. Even from this distance she could
tell he was offering words of comfort.
Whatever he said caused Heath to say something, which in turn caused
Nick to join in the conversation in a way that made Victoria realize Heath and
Jarrod were teasing him.
When
Victoria could tell her sons had Heath wrapped from neck to toes in a cocoon of
blankets she returned to the encampment.
She placed the logs she'd gathered on the fire, then knelt by Heath's
side. With her fingers she wiped away
the beads of perspiration on his forehead.
"How's
Doctor Nick treating you?"
"If
you want the opinion of Doctor Nick's first patient, I'd say he needs to go
back to medical school." Heath
looked around with confusion.
"What time is it anyway? I
thought you were leavin’ at dawn. And
if you were leavin’ at dawn how'd you get Jarrod and Nick back here so
quickly?"
"It's
five-thirty. And yes, I was going to
leave at dawn but in the end I didn't have to.
According to Jarrod, Doctor Nick had a premonition that something might
be wrong at the lodge. They started in
this direction shortly after midnight."
"Well,
Heath, I gotta hand it to you," Nick said, while taking off his coat and
gently tucking it around the blankets covering Heath's upper body, "you
sure know how to ruin a perfectly good vacation at the lodge. You were supposed to take advantage
of being the Barkley chosen to bring Mother up here before the rest of us
arrived."
Victoria
smiled as she thought over the night now passed. She looked from Nick to Jarrod before leaning forward to place a
kiss on Heath's cheek.
"Don't
you worry, Nick. Heath took advantage
of his opportunity. As a matter of
fact, we both did. And you know
something, Heath?"
"What?"
"I
was just thinking that as soon as Doctor Sheridan gives the okay, there's no
better place for you to recover but at the lodge with me and Audra there to wait
on you hand and foot."
Jarrod
laughed at the look on Nick's face.
"Well,
brother Heath, I'd say despite the bum leg and the sore ribs, you are one lucky
guy."
Heath
freed a hand from nest of blankets and held it out to Victoria. When she took it he squeezed.
"I
know I am. Believe me, I know just how
lucky I am."
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