DANCES
WITH RATTLESNAKES
By: Kenda
Author's
Note: This story contains some violence and the occasional use of strong language;
therefore 'Dances' is considered an intense drama. Doctor Marybeth Lambe
assisted with many medical questions for which I'm eternally grateful. Any mistakes
made in the final translation of facts from Marybeth are solely the author's.
Extensive
research brought me to the conclusion that to accurately and respectfully
portray the language and customs of any particular Indian tribe is quite an
undertaking. Therefore, any references to Johnny's heritage are purely
fictional.
Prologue
March, 1978
The
man stared out the driver's side window of his Oldsmobile, watching as the
first wave of children poured out of the schoolyard gates. The kids that made
up the initial three-thirty flee to freedom didn't interest him. But then they
never had. To begin with, the majority of them were boys. Boys didn't ignite
the fire that burned out of control somewhere deep in his soul. After all, it
wasn't like he was some kind of faggot. The few girls that were interspersed
amongst the boys didn't make his groin twitch either. He could tell just by
looking at them they were tomboys. Little girls who were rushing home to grab
baseball mitts before joining their male counterparts in a sandlot game. He'd
learned the hard way that tomboys were nothing but trouble. Too feisty, too
sure of themselves, too apt to fight, kick, bite, and scream. They weren't worth
the effort when there were so many sweet, mild mannered dainty little girls
available for the taking.
The man shifted
in his seat. His six and a half foot, three hundred pound frame made the car
too small to be comfortable. But comfort wasn't an option when being
inconspicuous was a must. The Oldsmobile was a popular car right now, brown its
top selling color. He blended right in with all the other parents waiting
outside the Sun Grove Elementary School.
It was late March in Arizona,
but already felt like mid-July to this drifter who had been born and raised in
the flatlands of Illinois. He reached over and turned the car's air conditioner
up another notch. His eyes followed a group of little girls who passed by on
the sidewalk right outside the passenger door.
Too young. The oldest one in
the bunch can't be more than six. They're no fun when they're that little. They
don't understand what's going on. What's ultimately going to happen to them. No
matter how badly they're hurting, they still think I'm going to return them to
their mamas.
The two girls who passed by
next were estimated to be thirteen.
Too old.
He didn't like them a day
over twelve. If he wanted pubic hair and breasts he could pay a prostitute for
a night of fun. Many years ago he'd come to the conclusion that the age range
between eight and eleven was perfect. Prepubescent as it was called.
Prepubescent. He liked that word. It described what he was looking for to a T.
Still young enough to have a little girl's body, but old enough to understand
what he was doing to them. Old enough to sense what he planned for them, but
not old enough to know why. Old enough to try to escape, but young enough to be
caught time and time again until eventually, like a cat with a tortured and
terrified mouse, he lost interest in his play toy and killed it.
He felt himself harden as he
caught a glimpse of the little blond girl in the review mirror. She was walking
by herself, carrying a Bionic Woman lunch box in one hand and a library book in
another.
Perfect. Oh, God,
she's beautiful. Like an angel. A sweet little angel and not more than nine
years old I'll bet. So tiny. So petite. Oh, Lord, but she'll make sitting in
the hot sun half the afternoon pay off.
He put his car in gear and
slowly followed the girl as she turned a corner. He was in no hurry. He'd done
this so many times over the past thirteen years that he never made a mistake.
It was a lot like fishing. You just had to be patient and toss out your bait
when the time was right.
Evan Crammer looked down at the
seat. The Hershey Bar was there, along with a Three Musketeers. She was bound
to like one or the other. The chloroform, ropes, blind fold, and duct tape were
hidden in the glove compartment, the knife was under the driver's seat.
After all, there was no need to scare her. At least not yet. There'd be
plenty of time for that later.
As Evan pulled the car over to
the sidewalk he reached for the candy bars. He put the vehicle in park and
climbed out. He'd never thought of it before, but today was his anniversary.
Thirteen years ago on this date he'd killed his first victim. Her name had been
Kathy Swanson. She was eight years old. A beautiful little girl with blond hair
and blue eyes. An angel. His first angel.
Evan finger combed his
sandy brown bangs then straightened the tie on his navy blue uniform shirt. He
reached into the back seat for the policeman's cap and billy club. He slid the
club into the leather loop attached to his belt before setting the cap on his
head with military precision. He walked away from the car, willing his voice
not to crack with excitement as he stepped on the sidewalk and called,
"Little girl! Sweetheart, wait up there a minute, please. I need to talk
to you!"
Heather Gaines smiled when she
saw the policeman walking towards her with a candy bar in his hand. He must be
one of the patrol officers she'd learned about in school whom the teachers
referred to as Officer Friendly. One of the Officer Friendly's had even visited
her second grade classroom the previous year. He'd passed candy out to the
children that day, too. Heather liked candy. Especially Hershey Bars. She
willingly followed the man to his car, never realizing the error of her ways
until a chloroform soaked rag was pressed against her small face.
Chapter
1
Roy
DeSoto plopped his weary body down on the bench in front of his locker. Station
51's A-shift was coming off a straight three day tour of duty. Roy didn't think
he and Johnny had quit running to the squad that entire time. The only benefit
Roy could see as he slipped his shoes from his aching feet was that it was four
o'clock on Thursday afternoon and none of the A-shift had to report back to the
station until eight on Tuesday morning.
Johnny trudged into the locker
room, pulling his uniform shirt from beneath the waistband of his pants. He was
the only man Roy knew of who was thin enough to do that so effortlessly without
unbuckling his belt first.
"Man, these three day
shifts are killers," Johnny groaned as he opened his locker and pulled out
a pair of jeans and a short sleeved polo shirt.
"I thought you said you
were going to like these new rotations the department was trying. You said
three days on in exchange for four days off sounded better than sex."
John blinked and placed a hand
on his chest. "I said that?"
"You sure did."
"I actually used the
phrase, 'better than sex?' "
"Uh huh."
"I must have been
delirious from lack of sleep."
Roy stood as he pulled on his
Levis. "I thought so at the time."
"What's better than
sex?" Chet asked as he entered the room.
"Nothing," came Johnny's
quick reply. The last thing John needed was Chet being told he'd actually said
something like that. He'd be sure to hear about it for the next month.
The three men talked shop while
they changed from their uniforms into their civvies. As the conversation about
the last run of the afternoon wore down Roy turned to Johnny.
"You're still picking the
kids up from school tomorrow?"
"Yep."
"Okay. Joanne will send
their gear with them in the morning then. You sure you want to do this? You
don't have to, you know. We don't want to inconvenience you."
"Roy, you're not
inconveniencing me. Besides, I volunteered. I've had the kids every year on
your anniversary since Jennifer was three."
Roy nodded. That was true, but
never before had Johnny taken the kids to his place for two and half days with
a camping trip thrown in to boot. That first year John had watched Chris and
Jennifer he and Roy had been partners just four months. The night consisted of
no more than Roy and Joanne going out to a swanky restaurant and a play
afterwards. They'd been home by one in the morning, thus relieving Johnny of
his babysitting duties. The next year Johnny had convinced Roy to take Joanne
away for their anniversary. By then Joanne knew Johnny better and had grown to
love him like a brother, while at the same time trusting him with her husband's
life. She had no qualms about leaving him alone for the weekend with her
children. If anyone had qualms it was Roy, who knew his partner had a penchant
for trouble without really looking for it. But the weekend had been wonderful.
The house was still standing when Roy and Joanne returned from Carmel, and when
it came time for John to go home Chris and Jen clung to his hands while begging
him to stay longer. Ever since then Roy's children had celebrated their
parent's wedding anniversary with the man they affectionately called Uncle
Johnny. Now that Johnny owned a small ranch in the foothills of the San Gabriel
mountains that included a barn, corral, four horses, a dog, a cat and five
kittens, the kids couldn't spend enough time with him as far as they were
concerned.
"It's a tradition,
Roy," John said now as he tucked his maroon shirt into his Wranglers.
"The kids and I have been doing this for six years. Chris will be twelve
in October. It won't be long before he starts thinking Uncle Johnny's just
another washed up old fireman. When that day comes he'll turn his nose up at
the thought of spending time with me."
"Like the rest of us
do?" Chet quipped from behind his locker door.
Johnny didn't waste his breath
by tossing his foe a well deserved, "Shut-up, Chet," but Roy could
read the words on his face.
"Chris will never think of
you as washed up," Roy told his partner. "Uncle Johnny is 'the
coolest' as far as Christopher is concerned."
Chet didn't allow John to bask
in the glow of that remark for long. He shut his locker and tossed his tennis
shoes on the bench. He bent and slipped the right one on his foot, then did the
same with his left. While he tied the laces he teased, "Hey, Roy, I'd
think twice about leaving the kids with Johnny if I was you. You know how
accident-prone he is. The guy's a rescue squad call waiting to happen. The last
thing you want is Gage's klutziness rubbing off on Chris and Jen."
"I'll have you know I
haven't suffered from so much as a splinter in the last year," Johnny
tossed back at Chet. "No broken bones. No concussions. No bumps, bruises,
or burns. Didn't even catch that head cold you guys were passing around in
February."
"He's right, Chet,"
Roy smiled. "I don't know what gods Johnny's been making shrines to, but
evidently he's getting favorable results. As a matter of fact it's getting
rather boring being his partner."
"Yeah, Gage, now that Roy
mentions it, you haven't gotten us out of any shifts to make an unscheduled
trip to Rampart. Geez, if you were a true friend a guy would think you'd make
the effort to come through for us at least once every couple of months like you
used to."
"Sorry, gentleman, but
what you have before you is an older, wiser, John Gage who now looks both ways
before he crosses the street."
Chet cocked an eyebrow.
"Wiser?"
Before the man could say
anymore John shut his locker door and headed for the exit. "I'll have the
kids call you tomorrow night to wish you a happy anniversary. What time are you
leaving?"
"We're not."
"You're not?"
"No. We talked about going
out of town for the weekend, but then decided a couple of days at home without
the kids would be just as relaxing as a couple of days away."
"Whatever suits your
fancy," Johnny shrugged. "I'll bring them home around six on Sunday
night."
"That's fine. Plan to stay
for dinner. I'll throw some steaks and burgers on the grill."
"Sounds good to me. See
you Sunday."
"Yeah. See ya'. And thanks
again."
Johnny's "No
problem," was barely heard as he exited the locker room.
"So Johnny's a good
babysitter, huh?" Chet asked after the dark headed man had left.
"You bet. Always has been,
even in his younger and wilder days. The kids love him."
"I'll have to remember
that."
"Why?"
Chet put an arm around Roy as
they, too, headed out the locker room door.
"Roy, old buddy, the
Phantom doesn't plan to be a bachelor forever. One of these days he's gonna
settle down and marry himself a nice, Irish-Catholic girl. And you know what Irish-Catholic
girls do best, don't you?"
Thinking of the Kennedy family
Roy guessed, "Produce lots of Irish-Catholic babies?"
"That's right. And after
the little woman and I get to about...oh, say number six, I think Gage will
make the perfect nanny, don't you?"
Roy laughed. "Chet, under
normal circumstances Johnny's an outstanding babysitter. However; I have a
feeling the Phantom's children just might do the poor guy in."
"Yep," Chet nodded
with an evil grin. "And that's the beauty of it."
Roy shook his head at his
co-worker as they climbed in their respective vehicles. Rush hour traffic
didn't bother the blond headed paramedic that evening as much as it usually
did. Each time his car came to a standstill his mind drifted to Chet's words,
causing him to laugh as he pictured Johnny getting hit by half a dozen water
balloons, cream pies, and flour bombs all in rapid succession.
Chapter 2
Evan
sat at the battered desk in his downtown motel room. He studied the map spread
out before him. Gold stars, the kind teachers used to mark an outstanding
paper, sparkled up at him from points all across America. Kankakee, Illinois.
That's where it had all started when he was nineteen years old. That's where
he'd abducted and murdered Kathy Swanson. Two other little girls had died in
Kankakee before he'd wised up and realized a man with his desires couldn't stay
in one area too long. It was right around that time the local press had dubbed
him the Kankakee Killer. It was a dumb name, not one worthy of a master like
Evan Joseph Crammer, but then he never had met a newspaper reporter with more
than half a brain. They sensationalized and fictionalized whatever was
necessary just to sell a story. Well, Evan's deeds didn't need to be
sensationalized, and they certainly weren't a work of fiction. The newspaper
people, and the cops, were so stupid they didn't even realize that the Kankakee
Killer had now spread his work far and wide. The gold stars on Evan's map were
proof of that. From Michigan to Maine, New Jersey to Florida, Montana to Texas,
Alabama to Ohio, there was hardly a state he'd missed. That was his goal. To
leave behind at least one victim in all 50 states. No other serial killer
before him had accomplished such a deed. But he would. He knew he would,
because he was a classic over achiever. Or so his teachers had always told his
parents.
"Evan is so quiet and
studious. And he works so hard. Every paper has to be perfect before he'll turn
it in."
Yes, even as far back as
the first grade Evan had taken pride in gold stars. He knew that caused his
mother some worry as he grew older. He sat back in the rickety wooden chair and
recalled conversations he'd overheard her having with his father when he was in
high school.
"I worry about him,
Frank. He doesn't have any friends. At least none that he speaks of or ever
brings to the house. And he's never been interested in any outside activities.
Not sports, not the Boy Scouts, not the youth group at church. All he wants to
do is sit up in his room with the door closed and study."
Evan smiled when he thought
of his father's reply.
"And studying is a bad
thing? Come on, Margaret, the boy's a loner because he's an only child. It's
normal for only children to entertain themselves, and to excel in school. By
nature they're goal oriented individuals. Mark my words Evan will go far in
this world. Why it wouldn't surprise me if our son is someday a Nobel Prize
recipient."
Evan looked down at his
map, the stars representing so many miles traveled.
"Yes, Dad, you were right.
I did go far."
Evan's father had been a
psychologist long before the profession was popular. Evan knew it was from his
father that he inherited his analytical mind, and his ability to emotionally
detach himself from his victims. Not that his father hadn't been a good man, or
a good provider, but Evan never felt a connection to him. Never felt even the
most remote bond. Maybe that was because his father was a workaholic who had
very little time for his only child. All Evan knew as a child was that the best
way to please his father was by being a good boy who did well in school and
caused little grief while at home. He was probably twelve or thirteen when the
first urge to hurt a child surfaced. As he matured that urge grew into sexual
fantasies until it became the only way he could be satisfied in a sexual
manner. Maybe if he'd had a better relationship with his father he could have
talked to the man about these unsettling feelings when they first started. But,
then again, maybe not. It made little difference now. His father had died eight
years ago. Fittingly enough, Evan's mother found her husband slumped over his
desk in his study, his face buried in a textbook. Margaret Crammer sold the
house in Champaign, Illinois shortly after her husband's death. She'd moved
north, to a swanky Chicago suburb in order to live near her sister. Evan hadn't
seen his mother in over a year. He supposed he would soon have to make an
effort to visit, but that would have to wait a few more months. He wanted to
make his way to Oregon and Washington, two states that held no gold stars. But
he was getting ahead of himself because California didn't have any stars yet
either.
Evan smiled as he studied the
long state. California covered a lot of territory. There would be a lot of
little girls between here and the Oregon border. He could add a lot of gold
stars to his map.
The man gave a satisfied sigh
as he stood and walked over to his fourth story window. He looked out the grimy
glass at the street below.
How appropriate. I'm in the
City Of Angels, seeking an angel.
What few little girls Evan
saw passing on the sidewalk were dark headed and looked to be of Hispanic
descent. At one time the hair color of his victims didn't matter to Evan, but
he'd become more fickle in recent years.
No, no. These will never do.
An angel has blond hair. Only blond hair. And blue eyes, though green or hazel
do well in a pinch. But as the expression goes, gentlemen prefer blonds.
Evan knew what he was
looking for, and also knew he'd never find it in this section of town. But that
was okay. He took a room in this seedy hotel where prostitutes brought their
clients because he knew he'd barely be noticed by the perpetually hung over
clerk who managed the front desk. Nowadays angels weren't found in the downtown
section of any city. Angels were found in the suburbs. And that's exactly where
Evan was headed on this Friday afternoon.
But first he had to
return to his map. He had to add a star in Arizona. As he licked it and stuck
it atop the town of Sun Grove he muttered, "This one is for you, Heather
Gaines. You were a good girl. A sweet girl. And now you're one of Evan's
angels."
Tracy
Nichols skipped down the sidewalk. She'd stayed after school at Park Lawn
Elementary to help her fourth grade teacher, Miss Hendricks, feed the classroom
hamsters, bunnies, and guinea pigs and clean their cages. Tracy adored Miss
Hendricks and would miss her when the school year ended. It was April twelfth.
School would be out for the year in six short weeks.
The little girl twirled,
dancing in the California sunshine. Her long, pale hair splayed out behind her.
There was nothing like a Friday afternoon with no homework. Usually she walked
to and from school with her best friends, Patty and Sara, but today they'd gone
on without her because it was her turn to help Miss Hendricks with the
classroom menagerie.
Tracy left the sidewalk for the
soft grass of the neighborhood park. There were swings, a slide, and a
merry-go-round at the far end, but right now they were devoid of any occupants.
She crossed the desolate baseball diamond where her brother Jeff played his
Little League games on Saturday afternoons.
The little girl saw the man
sitting on the bleachers in the distance. She immediately noticed his
policeman's uniform. She kept walking without giving him a second thought. As
she got close to where he was sitting he smiled and waved. She smiled back and
said politely, "Hello, Officer," like her mother had taught her to
do.
Tracy wondered if the man knew
her dad. He was a police officer, too. She thought about asking the stranger
that, but she was too shy to start up a conversation with an adult she didn't
know. Besides, Tracy was hungry and knew her mother would have a snack waiting
for her when she reached home.
The ten year old gave a cry of
startled surprise when she was swooped up from behind. At first she thought the
big man was teasing her like some of her father's friends on the police force
did whenever they stopped by the house.
He must know my dad and he's
goofing around.
Tracy felt herself being
twirled round and round, her feet flying off to the side. She laughed until she
felt the man's right hand clamp over her mouth real tight, while his left elbow
encircled her arms and pinned them to her sides. His left hand then nestled in
the crotch of her blue jeans.
Tracy didn't like the feeling
she was getting in the pit of her stomach. She wasn't sure what the man was
doing or why, but she knew it was wrong. You never touched someone like he was
touching her. That wasn't right. Her mother had told her so. It didn't matter
if the person was your sister, brother, or uncle. They should never touch you
where this man was touching her.
The man began running for a
brown car. Tracy felt herself being bumped up and down in time with his frantic
steps. His pace caused his grip on her mouth to loosen. Despite the terror that
caused her heart to race, Tracy was clear headed enough to take the only
advantage she had. She bit the man's palm as hard as she could. She bit him
like she was biting into a meaty piece of Kentucky Fried Chicken and then held
on for all she was worth. At the same time she flailed her legs back and forth.
Without realizing it the heel of her tennis shoe connected solidly with his
groin.
"Ouch! You little bitch!
You'll pay for that!"
Tracy released the man's hand.
She screamed the words her daddy had taught her and Jeff to say if they ever
found themselves in a situation like this.
"Help! Help me! Somebody
help me! He's a stranger! He's a stranger! He's not my daddy! Help me!"
Bill Seitz entered the park by
the swing set. He was pulling a red wagon that held his sons, five year old
Matthew and three year old Casey. At first he thought the struggling girl he
saw in the distance was simply an unruly child being dragged home by her
father. But then he heard her terror filled screams, and heard his oldest son
say, "Daddy, that's Tracy. How come that man is carrying her?"
Bill worked the night shift at
an automobile factory and lived three doors down from the Nichols family. He
didn't know Jeff and Tracy well since they were older than his own two boys,
but now that Matthew pointed it out to him he realized the struggling little
girl was his neighbor. He also realized the man carrying her wasn't her father.
"Matt, Casey, stay in the
wagon! I'll be right back!"
Bill took off running.
"Hey! Hey, you there! Put her down! I said put that child down!"
Evan looked up. The man racing
toward him commanding him to drop Tracy was slim and fast. Evan knew he could
never outrun him. His size gave him an advantage in many situations, but a foot
race wasn't one of them. His eyes quickly scanned the area as Tracy continued
to struggle in his arms. A car was slowing down, its driver evidently curious
as to what was going on. And across the street a woman was watching him while
hurrying into her house.
Oh, shit. She's gonna call
the cops. I just know she is.
"Hey, you there! Put her
down!"
Evan gave one last look at the
surrounding area before making a final decision. He tossed Tracy aside like one
would discard a rag doll and ran the rest of the way to his car. He'd never
taken the key out of the ignition. He turned the key and gunned the engine. The
tires squealed and the rear end of the Olds fishtailed as he tore into the
street. The car careened around a corner before Bill was able to get the
license plate number.
A woman ran from the car that
Evan had noticed, while another came from the house across the street. By this
time Bill had the hysterical Tracy in his arms.
"I've called the
police," the homeowner said. "Is she all right?"
Bill held the little girl
against his chest and rocked her while keeping one eye on the boys he'd left in
the wagon. "I think so. She's scared more than anything."
"I don't blame her,"
the driver of the car stated. "That man was trying to kidnap her."
"I know."
Before the adults could say
anything else a police cruiser roared to the curb. Tracy's father climbed out
from behind the wheel. He'd had no idea what to expect when he arrived at the
scene, but seeing his daughter crying into the chest of his neighbor had been
the farthest thing from his mind.
As soon as Tracy recognized the
policeman she broke free from Bill. She ran to her father with arms spread
wide. She felt herself being lifted into the air. She wrapped her arms around
her father's neck and cried, "Oh, Daddy, I was so scared. That man was
going to hurt me. I know he was. Oh, Daddy, that man was going to hurt
me."
"Shhh, baby, shhh,"
Jim Nichols comforted as he rocked his child from side to side. "Shhh. He
can't hurt you now. You're safe. He can't hurt you now."
No, he couldn't hurt Tracy now. But as Jim Nichols carried his daughter to the
unmarked detective's sedan that had just arrived on the scene, his stomach
rolled at the thought of whose little girl the man might hurt before he was
caught.
At
the same time Evan Crammer was attempting to abduct Tracy Nichols, John Gage
parked the Land Rover to the immediate right of the main gate of Spring Meadows
Elementary School. Chris and Jennifer knew to look for him here. Ten minutes
later he heard the bell ring that signaled the end of the school day. He wasn't
surprised to see that Chris and Jen were amongst the first pupils out of the
building.
Jennifer's standard greeting
never failed to bring that familiar Gage grin to John's face.
"Uncle Johnny! Uncle
Johnny!"
Johnny bent down and hugged the
child who was laden with backpack, lunch box and school books. The hug he gave
Chris was no less affectionate, but more of a one-armed manly type exchange
that befit a boy of eleven when his friends were nearby.
"Hi, Uncle Johnny."
"Hey, Chris. How goes
it?"
"Fine. Except for
homework. How come teachers always give homework over the weekends?"
"To keep kids out of
trouble I guess."
Johnny opened the back of the
Land Rover and began loading it with the backpacks he'd given the kids this
past Christmas, their school books and lunch boxes.
"Did homework keep you out
of trouble when you were a kid, Uncle Johnny?"
John looked down into the light
blue eyes both Jennifer and her brother had inherited from Roy. He winked at
his 'best girl.' "Whatta ya' think?"
"No, probably not,"
Jen laughed. "Besides, Daddy says you get in more trouble now than me and
Chris put together."
"Oh, he does, does
he?"
"Yep."
"Well, it looks like I'm
gonna have to duke it out with your old man, huh?"
Chris and Jen laughed at the
thought of their father and Uncle Johnny getting into a fist fight. They'd
heard their father say many times that Uncle Johnny was the brother he'd never
had, and Uncle Johnny had told them the same thing once. That their father was
the brother he'd never had. Though they knew the two men had an
occasional spat, just like Chris and Jennifer had occasional spats, they also
knew their father and Uncle Johnny were best friends.
Chris sat in the passenger seat
next to John while Jen climbed in on the driver's side behind him. When
everyone had buckled their seat belts Johnny pulled away from the curb. It
would take a little over an hour to reach the ranch with traffic.
"How about if we drive for
a while and then stop for an early supper, guys?"
Chris's stomach was like that
of most eleven year old boys, a bottomless pit. "Great. How about
pizza?"
"Pizza's fine with
me." John looked into the rearview mirror. "What about you, Jenny
Bean? Is pizza okay?"
Jennifer smiled at the nickname
Johnny had called her from almost the very first day he met her. "Pizza's
okay as long as you guys keep the mushrooms on your own side."
"We can do that,"
Johnny acknowledged.
As he pulled onto the freeway
Jennifer rolled her window down. She laid her head sideways so strands of her
long, honey blond hair could fly out the window as the Land Rover made its way
toward Johnny's ranch.
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By
eight o'clock that night Johnny and his guests were settled in his house.
After the Land Rover had been unloaded Chris and Jennifer had changed into
their 'chore clothes' as they referred to them. They'd helped Johnny feed and
water all the animals, then Jennifer climbed into the hay mow to play with the
kittens while Chris dug for worms so he and John could fish the next day. When
darkness started to fall John announced it was time to go into house. The trio
was leaving by horseback right after sunrise in the morning. The trip up the
mountain to their favorite camping spot would take three hours. They'd stay
through lunchtime on Sunday, then head back down.
Johnny and his guests entered
the side door that opened into the utility room. There a dirty rancher, or
fireman, could shed his clothes and make use of the sink that sat next to the
washer. Or he could enter the hallway, take a sharp left, and be in a small
bathroom that included a shower stall. John directed Chris to that shower stall
now. Once the bathroom door closed he led Jennifer the opposite way down the
hall. They entered the big, homey kitchen that curved into a dining area and
great room. John had owned the ranch for three years now, and put any extra
money he had into making improvements. The interior of the house had been
transformed by Johnny's own hands. Oak hard wood floors had replaced old, worn
carpeting. Knotty pine paneling had gone up on the walls in the great room,
kitchen and dining area giving a person the feeling he'd walked into a home on
a vast Montana spread. Sliding patio doors opened from the dining room onto a
deck that faced the back yard and barn. Windows banked the south and west walls
of the great room, running from the floor to the ceiling. A stone fireplace
made up the east wall. A tan couch, two brown La-z-y Boy recliners, two end
tables that held lamps, a TV set and a stereo rounded out the room's decor
along with the big multi-colored braided rug that lay in the middle of the
floor and a few works of Indian art on the walls.
Jen walked through the great
room with Johnny behind her carrying her backpack. They entered another hallway
that contained two big bedrooms and a full bathroom. Johnny would sleep in his
bedroom while Jen slept in the one across the hall. Chris would bunk on the
floor in Johnny's room. As with the rest of the house, the wood paneled
bedrooms had a decidedly western feel to them in both their decor and earth
color schemes.
Like her brother had been,
Jennifer was instructed to take a shower and put on her pajamas. She shut the
bathroom door and was soon busy doing what Uncle Johnny requested of her. John
could hear the water running as he put a pillow and two blankets on the floor
for Chris. He returned to the kitchen where the kids had left their schoolbooks
on the table. He took a plate from one of the cabinets and placed half a dozen
Oreo cookie on it. Chris appeared soon after that with neatly combed wet hair
and wearing a pair of pajama bottoms and a blue Los Angeles Dodgers T-shirt
just like the one Johnny had on. The blond boy sat down to a snack of cookies
and milk. While he ate John said, "You start on that homework when you're
done eating. We're not leaving in the morning unless you have it
finished."
"Aw, Uncle Johnny, come
on. It's Friday night."
"Sorry, Sport, but that's
the breaks. By the time I get you home on Sunday it'll be six or after. You're
not gonna feel like doing homework then, so you
better get it done now."
"Does Jen have to do hers,
too?"
"Yep. As soon as she's out
of the shower I'll get her started on it."
Even though the idea of doing
homework on a Friday night didn't appeal to Christopher DeSoto, at least he had
the assurance that his sister would be suffering right along with him.
Jen padded barefooted through
the great room five minutes later dressed in white pajamas adorned with big
yellow sunflowers. She handed a brush to the dark haired paramedic.
"Uncle Johnny, can you get
the tangles out of my hair?"
"Sure, Peanut. Come
here."
John pulled a chair away from
the table. Jennifer turned her back to him and leaned against his thigh.
Peanut was another nickname
Johnny had given Jennifer not long after meeting her. But because of that she
had a nickname for him in return she faithfully used whenever he referred to
her as such.
"Be careful, Walnut. If
you pull on those tangles it'll hurt my head."
With mock indignantly Johnny asked, "In all the years I've done this for
you have I ever hurt your head?"
"No. But there's always a
first time."
The man laughed as he carefully
brushed Jennifer's hair until it lay smooth and flat against her back. When he
was finished he set the brush on the counter, poured both Jennifer and himself
a glass of milk, added more cookies to the plate, and sat at the table with the
kids. He supervised homework for the next half hour. In-between that project he
reached behind himself and picked up the phone. He dialed Roy's number. His
partner answered on the second ring. When Roy heard Johnny's voice he yelled
for Joanne to pick up the extension in the master bedroom.
"So, how goes it?"
Roy asked.
"Fine. Your kids are fed,
clean, and doing their homework as we speak."
"Homework? On a Friday
night?"
"Yep. No homework, no
camping trip."
Joanne's voice came across the
line. "Uncle Johnny, you're a miracle worker. I've never been able to get
either of those children to crack a book on a Friday night."
"Guess you just gotta know
the secret, Joanne."
"I guess so. Or own horses
and promise a weekend camping trip."
"That works, too."
Roy smiled when he heard Chris
ask Johnny a question about a math problem, and in return heard Johnny give the
boy a few pointers in resolving it.
"Sorry," John
apologized for his attention diversion. "Here, let me have the kids talk
to you."
Johnny handed the phone to
Jennifer. She told her parents about her day in school, then replied, "I
will," "Okay," and "Huh uh," to a series of
instructions that Johnny assumed told her to be good, be careful, and to behave
herself.
Chris got on the phone next. He
didn't talk nearly as long about his school day as Jennifer had, but then
Johnny didn't expect that he would. He was so much like Roy. You wouldn't
exactly call either one of the DeSoto men reserved, but neither you call them
outgoing or accuse them of being chatterboxes. Chris, too, gave an, "I
will," "Okay," and, "Huh uh," before handing the phone
back to Johnny.
"Anything else?"
Johnny questioned both Roy and Joanne.
"Nope," Roy replied.
"Except thanks again for taking them."
"Yes, thank you, Johnny.
Thank you, thank you, thank you. As much as I love my children, each and every
year you give Roy and me the best anniversary present a couple could
receive."
"My pleasure. Besides, the
great thing about this anniversary gift is that it doesn't cost me any
money."
Joanne laughed, while Johnny
pictured Roy rolling his eyes. The paramedic held the phone receiver towards
the kids.
"Okay, guys, one the count
of three say goodnight to your folks and wish them a happy anniversary. One,
two, three!"
In perfect unison Roy and
Joanne heard Chris, Jennifer and Johnny yell, "Good night, Mom and Dad!
Happy Anniversary! Don't do anything Uncle Johnny wouldn't do!"
Joanne was still laughing when
Roy appeared from the living room. He was shaking his head and smiling. "I
can only hope our children have no idea what that last statement means."
"I doubt they do, Mr.
DeSoto. I'll tell you, that partner of yours is something else."
"Don't I know it."
Roy threw himself belly down
onto the king size bed. Joanne rolled onto her side, propped herself up on one
elbow, and using her other hand began to massage her husband's back through his
shirt.
"It's hard to believe
Johnny's been your partner for over six years now. I don't know where the time
has gone. Jennifer was so little when you two started working together she
doesn't remember when Uncle Johnny wasn't a part of the family."
"No, I don't suppose she
does," Roy agreed, as his wife began to undress him. "You're right,
it is hard to believe that many years have passed."
"I'll never forget the
first time you invited him to dinner. He was so quiet. I thought he was the
shyest man I'd ever met."
"Johnny?" Roy
laughed. "Shy?"
"I know, I know. It didn't
take me long to realize the words 'shy' and 'John Gage' don't go together in
the same sentence. I suppose he was just trying to get a feel for me before
unleashing his true personality."
"I suppose. God knows
that's a personality that should be unleashed slowly and over the course
of several weeks."
Joanne gave her husband's
shoulder blade a gentle slap. "Roy Walker DeSoto, hush. You wouldn't know
what to do without that crazy partner of yours. He brings out the best in you,
and you bring out the best in him."
"So I've been told
before."
"By whom?"
"Dixie for one. Kelly Brackett
for another."
"Well, they're right. You
two are like brothers. Exchanging sharp words one minute over some silly thing,
then going off fishing together the next. I don't know what I'd do without
either one of you. My husband and his partner, my third child."
Roy rolled onto his back. He
lifted Joanne from the bed and settled her on top of him. He raised his head,
his lips making contacting with hers.
"That's enough talk about my
partner and your third child. Though I'm starting our celebration two
days early, allow me to say happy anniversary, Mrs. DeSoto."
As Roy slipped his hands inside
Joanne's shirt she ground her hips against his and moaned, "Two days early
is nice. Very nice. And happy anniversary to you, too, Mr. DeSoto. Happy
anniver,....."
Joanne wasn't able to utter any
more words as her husband began to make love to her. Without the kids in the
house she knew this was going to be one, long passionate weekend like she and
Roy hadn't seen since their last anniversary. Right at this very moment, more
than ever, she was thankful her husband had a partner as thoughtful as John
Gage.
God,
that little girl had made him furious. Geez, but the bitch pissed him off!
Evan threw clothes and supplies
into a backpack. He had to get away from this god-forsaken city. He had to lie
low for a while. Who knew how good of a description the cops got from both the
girl and the guy who had come running to her rescue.
Evan tossed a roll of bills on the desk as he flew by the glassy eyed clerk.
His brown Oldsmobile was gone. He'd traded it off two hours after his botched
kidnapping attempt. Now he was driving a 1971 white Chevy pickup.
It was early on Saturday morning and the streets in this section of the city
were deserted. Evan didn't care. Although his groin ached at the thought of the
little girl who had gotten away, there'd be more. Yes, there would most
certainly be more. Someone was going to pay for what that bitch had done to
him. The next little girl was going to know that he, Evan Joseph Crammer, was
not a man to be messed with.
He threw the truck into gear
and headed for the distant mountains. He'd camp for a few days, then maybe head
up to San Francisco. There were so many weirdoes living there now that it might
take days, even weeks, for anyone to notice a missing child.
Camping. He'd always loved to
camp. That was another thing his father never did with him. There had been
woods behind the house he'd grown up in, but his father never joined him on his
sojourns there. Oh well, he supposed that was all for the best. By the time he
was fourteen that's where he was keeping the magazines filled with child
pornography. That's where he'd raped his first victim. And then his second, and
then his third. He didn't kill those girls though. He'd still been in high
school.
Yes, camping was nice. It
brought back a lot of fond memories. It helped him relax. Helped him think. And
most of all, it helped him plan.
Chapter 6
At seven o'clock on Saturday
morning Johnny, Chris, and Jennifer were headed up a rugged mountain trail
behind John's ranch. Johnny's Alaskan Malamute, Chief Joseph, walked along
beside his master's horse. Joe, as he was more commonly called, was a majestic
dog with white and black fur that people often mistook for a wolf. Johnny
laughed at that thought. His gentle Joe wouldn't hurt a fly, let alone a
person. He'd received the dog as a birthday gift from Roy, Joanne, and the kids
a few months after he'd purchased the ranch. He knew a dog like Joe didn't come
cheap. When he'd tried to tell Roy that Roy had waved a hand and gave a
brusque, "Don't ask me why, but Joanne and the kids think you're worth it,
Junior." Some months later Johnny accidentally found out who really thought
he was worth a dog that cost somewhere in the neighborhood of three hundred
dollars. He overheard Chet talking to Roy in the fire station locker room.
"I was out at Gage's this
weekend and saw the puppy you and Joanne gave him. Geez, is that a beautiful
dog. He must have cost you a fortune, Roy."
"He didn't come
cheap," Roy admitted. "But Johnny mentioned one time that his family
always had Malamutes when he was growing up. And you know how isolated it is
out where he lives. I just thought he should have a dog. If nothing else
someone will think twice about nosing around the place, or trying to break in
the house, with Joe there."
"I suppose. But why didn't
you just get a mutt from the pound? Wouldn't have cost you nearly as much, and
woulda' given Gage the same results."
"Probably. But Johnny's
always doing things for me. He takes the kids whenever Joanne and I are in a
bind and need a babysitter, he's always coming over to help me with some
project around the house, and last year when I got hurt in that factory fire
Joanne told me he was a God-send. She said she doesn't know how she would have
gotten through those first few days when I was in Intensive Care without Johnny
at her side. So, since I don't really have the words to tell Johnny how much he
means to my family, I figured Joe was the next best way."
John almost fainted that day
when he heard Chet's reply.
"Yeah, Gage is a good
friend. The kinda guy you want by your side when life hands you shit. But if
you ever tell him I said that the Phantom will start visiting your
locker on a regular basis."
Roy laughed. "Don't worry.
Your secret's safe with me."
Whatever other words were
exchanged between the two Johnny didn't hear. He walked away after that, going
to the kitchen and drinking a glass of milk in an effort to get rid of the lump
in his throat.
Johnny and Joe brought up the
rear of the procession as he and Roy's children traveled up the mountain. Chris
was first, riding atop a big bay gelding named Cheyenne. Jennifer rode
in-between her brother and uncle on a small, gentle mare with soulful eyes
Johnny had named Niabi, which in the Waupun language meant fawn. Johnny himself
rode a deep chestnut gelding with four black socks. He'd named the horse
Odakota, meaning friend. Odakota had long ago had his name shortened to Cody by
Jennifer, which seemed to suit both the horse and his master just fine.
"Yuma looked sad when we
left him behind this morning," Jennifer commented about the other gelding
Johnny owned. "I wish he could have come, too."
"So do I," Johnny
said. He'd originally been planning to use Yuma as a pack animal, but the horse
had turned up lame the other day from a stone bruise. John knew the only way
for Yuma to heal was to allow him to rest, which meant no long trips carrying
bedrolls and saddle bags on his back. "But Yuma's leg is still hurting him
so he has to stay behind."
"I hope Mrs. Gage and her
kittens keep him company."
Johnny rolled his eyes at the
name Chet Kelly had given the pregnant cat striped in shades of gray and black
who had turned up in the barn one morning this past January.
"I'm sure Mrs. Gage and
her little family will do just that."
"Uncle Johnny, can I name
the kittens before Chris and I leave?"
"Sure. You can even take
one home with you."
Before Jennifer could voice her
excitement over that prospect Chris turned around in the saddle. "Dad will
never let her keep it. He doesn't like animals in the house. Besides, they
leave hair everywhere and make messes, too."
"Chris, have I ever told
you you're getting to be more and more like your father everyday?"
"Huh?"
Johnny smiled at the boy but
didn't answer. He spun his right index finger in a circle. "Turn around
and keep your eyes on the trail. Remember what I told you about looking behind
you when you're on a horse."
Chris nodded and did as Johnny
said. You could be hit in the head by a tree branch if you weren't paying
attention to where you were going, or your horse could stumble in a hole and
send you tumbling head over heels.
Other than occasional comments
from Jennifer, nothing much was said for the next hour as the trio traveled in
a single file line. Johnny knew Chris loved the outdoors. He smiled as he
watched the boy take in every leaf, rock and blade of grass, and crane his head
to look for every bird he heard chirp. When they'd been riding for an hour and
a half they came to a flat spot in the trail. Johnny told the kids to bring
their horses to a halt. He climbed off Cody then walked to Jennifer's side. He
lifted her from the saddle and set her firmly on the ground.
"Hey, what's with the
cowboy boots, Peanut?" he teased. "My little Indian Princess should
be in nothing but moccasins."
Jen pointed to Johnny's own
cowboy boots. "What about you, Walnut? My Wise Old Indian Uncle should be
in nothing but moccasins, too."
Johnny gently tugged on a
strand of Jennifer's hair. "Your Wise Old Indian Uncle doesn't want to
risk stepping on a snake while wearing nothing but a flimsy piece of deer
hide."
Chris smiled as he looped
Cheyenne's reins around a low tree branch. He did the same thing with Niabi's
reins, while Johnny secured Cody and Joe snooped around the nearby trees.
"Chet says you're afraid
of snakes, Uncle Johnny."
"Well, Christopher Roy,
like most things where Chet Kelly is concerned, he's full of hot air."
"I remember when you were
bit by that rattler," Chris said. "You didn't look too good the day
Dad brought me to see you in the hospital."
"I suppose I didn't. I
wasn't feeling too good, either."
"So I guess something like
that could make anyone afraid of snakes."
John sat down on a nearby log,
though not without checking the surrounding area first. All this talk of snakes
was making him a bit more cautious than normal. He held out a canteen of water
to Jennifer as she sat down next him. Chris settled in on John's other side.
"You know, Chris, everyone
is afraid of something. Admitting fear doesn't make you less of a man."
"It doesn't?"
"No. If being afraid of
something simply makes you cautious there's nothing wrong with that, provided
you don't let that fear rule your life."
"You mean like the way you
were cautious about looking around for snakes just now before we sat down, but
even so that didn't keep you from wanting to go camping?"
"Yep. Just like
that."
Chris smiled the same teasing
smile Roy possessed when he'd trapped John into admitting something he didn't
want to. "So I guess Chet's right, huh? You are afraid of
snakes."
Johnny pulled Chris to his side
and gently roughhoused with him a long moment. "Chet might be right, but
if I ever find out you repeated this conversation to him you will be one sorry
kid."
Chris laughed, then gave Johnny
a quick hug under the guise of wrestling hold before pulling away. When he was
younger he was as free with his affection as Jennifer, but now that he was
almost twelve he knew boys didn't go around hugging people at the drop of a
hat. That was okay for girls to do, but not boys. Especially not boys who were
in the sixth grade.
Jennifer passed the canteen to
Johnny who handed it to Chris.
"Uncle Johnny, how come
Chet likes to tease you so much?"
"I don't know. He just
does."
"Daddy says it's 'cause Chet
is your friend, but he doesn't know how else to show it."
"Your dad says that,
huh?"
"Yep. He told me that when
I got mad at Chet. It was that time when all of you were at our house and Chet
wouldn't leave you alone, and then the other guys from the station started
teasing you, too."
Johnny remembered the incident.
It had happened two summers ago. What Chet was teasing him about specifically
Johnny could no longer recall, just typical Chet Kelly stuff. The other guys
were joining in, having a good laugh at Johnny's expense. But right in the
middle of one of Chet's barbs Jennifer stomped over to the man and yelled,
"Leave Uncle Johnny alone! You're always mean to him! Now I've had enough
of it and I want it to stop!"
John didn't know who was more
shocked at the seven year old's outburst; himself, Roy, Joanne, or Chet. Just
as Roy yelled, "Jennifer Lynn!," followed by Joanne's,
"Jennifer, I will not tolerate that type of behavior!" the little
girl burst into tears and ran for her room. Of course Roy and Joanne were
mortified by what she'd done and couldn't apologize enough to the red faced
Chet. The other guys thought the whole incident was funny and ribbed Chet to
death over it. And even though Johnny had the perfect opportunity to join in
the teasing, he didn't. He was too touched by what Jennifer had done.
While Roy and Joanne attempted
to salvage their backyard cookout Johnny slipped off to Jennifer's room
unnoticed. There he found the girl lying face down on her bed, crying. He sat
beside her, rubbing a hand over her back.
"Jen, don't cry. Come on,
Jenny Bean, it's not that bad."
The sobbing child turned on her
side. She drew her knees up to her stomach. "He made me so mad. I'm never
gonna call him 'uncle' again. None of those guys, I don't care what Mommy and
Daddy say about it. I'm never gonna call any of them uncle 'cause they're not
my uncles. Only you are, Uncle Johnny. Only you."
"Jennifer, Chet was just
teasing me. He does it all the time. Just like Chris teases you."
"Maybe so. But Chet
doesn't know when to stop. He just keeps going, and going, and going."
Johnny laughed. "Tell me
about it, Peanut."
Jennifer had wiped an arm
across her tear streaked face as she rolled to her back. She did her best to
sound brave. "Daddy will spank me for what I did, but it doesn't
matter."
"Well, it matters to me. I
don't want you to get a spanking for defending my honor. But you know what you
did was wrong, don't you?"
"I...I...yes, I
know," Jennifer had whispered in a tiny voice.
"It's okay to tell someone
when they've made you angry, but you can't yell at an adult, Jen. I know your
mom and dad have taught you better than that, haven't they?"
Jennifer gave a reluctant nod.
"I've got an idea
though."
"You do?"
"Yep. How about if I take
you outside and you apologize to Chet and the rest of the guys. Once that's
done I think your mom and dad will calm down. If they're still upset with you
after that I'll talk to them."
"That might work. But I
don't really want to go out there. I...I know I shouldn't have done what I
did."
Now that her anger was passing,
Johnny knew the girl was embarrassed by her actions.
"That's the price you pay
when you say things you shouldn't, Jenny Bean. But there's only one way to make
it right, and that's by apologizing." John picked the girl up off the bed.
"Now come on. Let's wash your face, get you a Kleenex, then go outside and
get the hard stuff over with. Once all that's done you'll feel better."
"I'll only feel better if
you can promise me Daddy won't spank me."
Johnny had looked to the open
door that day where Roy and Joanne were standing out of Jennifer's line of
vision. He raised an inquiring eyebrow at his partner. Roy was still angry with
his daughter, but he nodded his head.
John smiled at the seven year
old. "I promise."
"Wow, Uncle Johnny, are
you a wizard or something? Do you really know for certain I won't get a
spanking?"
"Yes, I really know for
certain. And yes, it's because I'm a wizard."
John thought he could hear
Joanne stifle her laughter, but he wasn't certain. By the time he stepped into
the hallway with Jennifer there was no sign of Roy or his wife.
Johnny was brought back to the
present by Chris nudging his side.
"Here, Uncle Johnny.
Here's the canteen."
"Oh. Oh, thanks."
John took a long swallow, then
stood. He recapped the canteen and hung it over Cody's saddle horn.
"Come on, kids, let's go
for a short hike to stretch our legs."
Jennifer walked over to Niabi
and took a cloth sack from one of her saddle bags. "Will you help me collect
some more leaves and rocks for my science project, Uncle Johnny?"
"You bet." Johnny
held out his hand to the girl while he whistled for Joe. When the dog appeared
he said to his charges, "Come on. Let's see what we can find."
_____________________________
Thirty
minutes later the trio were back in their saddles. Jennifer had found some
rocks and leaves for her project that were now securely tucked away in her
saddlebags. Chris had to complete the same project the year he was in the third
grade. Uncle Johnny had helped him, too, and had even come to the school and
talked to Chris's class about Native American ways and traditions. Chris's
teacher had been so impressed that when she got Jennifer for a student this
year one of the first things she asked the little girl was, "Is Mr. Gage
still your daddy's partner?"
When Jennifer said yes Mrs.
Byron told her they'd have to be sure to have Mr. Gage come talk to the class
like he'd done when Chris was her student.
That event was to take place next Friday, and Jennifer couldn't be more
excited.
The boys would be impressed by Uncle Johnny's stories, and the girls would
think Uncle Johnny was cute. Jennifer already knew this last part was a given
because her father and Uncle Johnny had talked to the class in November about
what it was like to be a paramedic.
Jennifer's hair blew in the
gentle breeze as her horse climbed the now steep trail. She knew exactly where
they were going. She'd camped here before with her brother, father, and Johnny.
There was a flat clearing surrounded by trees on three sides. A fast running
wide mountain stream would be to the north of their campsite. They'd put the
soda and juice Uncle Johnny had brought along in the stream to keep it cold.
Chris and Uncle Johnny would fish there, while Jennifer waded and romped with
Joe. The little girl thought of all the fun that was to come as they traveled,
and then before she knew it they were making camp.
While Chris gathered rocks and
firewood Johnny and Jennifer unloaded bedrolls and saddlebags. John removed the
saddles from the horses next, then led the animals to the stream. He tied them
to the same low bushes he always made use of when they camped here. The horses
were able to reach the water, while at the same time were afforded shade from
the canopy of trees overhead.
The kids carried juice bottles
and six-pack cans of pop to the creek next. They'd camped enough with Uncle
Johnny to have the routine memorized. Once their little camp was set up they
made quick work of eating some of the sandwiches John had made at six o'clock
that morning. After their Oreo cookies were washed down with cans of soda,
Johnny and Chris grabbed their fishing poles and the Blue Bonnet container of
worms Chris had brought along. Jennifer and Joe trotted along behind the pair.
As they settled down to fish Jen sat on a rock and removed her boots and socks.
She rolled the legs of her jeans up to her knees, then waded into the cool
water. Johnny's dog soon joined her. Jennifer splashed Chief Joseph as he
rolled and played. He splashed her back, or so it seemed to the nine year old
every time the dog brought his front paws down hard in the water while giving
her a joyous bark.
Johnny kept one eye on Jen and
one eye on his bobber. Two hours later Chris and Johnny had a nice collection
of fish in Styrofoam bucket filled with water from the stream. John called
Jennifer back to dry ground.
"Look, Jenny Bean.
Supper."
"Mmmm. Fried fish,"
Jennifer closed her eyes and rubbed her stomach.
"I love it."
Johnny laughed. "I know
you do. And since your brother and I are A-number one fishermen, we won't have
to eat peanut butter sandwiches for supper."
"We'll even have enough
fish for breakfast," Chris said. "Did you bring potatoes?"
"I sure did. We'll bake a
few tonight over the fire, and fry a few in the morning. How's that sound,
Christopher Roy?"
"Like my favorite thing to
eat in the whole wide world."
Johnny tousled the boy's hair.
"You're nothing but an old mountain man, aren't you."
"Yep. I'd love to live up
here. This is great. It sure beats having neighbors on either side of you. And
across the street."
"You're right. It sure
does."
Chris walked beside Johnny as
they headed back to their campsite. Jennifer skipped along a few feet ahead of
them, carrying her boots and socks in one hand.
"Is that why you bought
your ranch, Uncle Johnny? So you didn't have to put up with neighbors?"
"Not really. Or at least I
never gave it much thought at the time. I bought the ranch because it reminded
me a little bit of the ranch I grew up on in Montana. Only that one is a lot
bigger than mine. And besides having horses, my father raises beef cattle,
too."
The kids started asking Johnny
questions then about what it was like growing up on a two thousand acre ranch,
something they, as children of the Los Angeles suburbs, couldn't begin to
imagine. The trio was so engrossed in conversation none of them noticed the man
silently watching from the thick cover of the woods. Joe picked up the
unfamiliar scent and headed toward the trees, but Johnny called him back. The
dog hesitated a brief second, then obeyed when his master called his name a
second time.
The observer's eyes never left
the child who was now holding onto John Gage's left hand.
A blond angel. Oh, Lord, a
little blond angel. Maybe Los Angeles really will be my City Of Angels after
all.
About the time John Gage and
the Desoto children were making camp was just about when Roy and Joanne were
getting out of bed. Joanne didn't know when the last time was she'd slept until
noon. She hadn't even done that when she and Roy had gone to Carmel the
previous year.
Joanne kissed her husband's
tousled head. He let out a low groan, but didn't move. Not that she could blame
him. They'd been quite...active during the night. They'd been married for
fourteen years but still acted like honeymooners when given the opportunity.
She hoped the passion they felt for each other in every sense that word
encompassed never faded with time.
The petite brunette belted her
robe around her naked body, closed the door quietly behind her, and headed down
the stairs. Sun streamed in through the windows as Joanne opened the living
room draperies, then lifted the shades in the kitchen and breakfast nook. She
turned on the thirteen inch television that was tucked beneath a kitchen
cabinet. She flipped the channel until she found an old black and white
Katharine Hepburn/Spencer Tracy film.
Ah, perfect for a Saturday
afternoon.
Joanne only half watched the TV
as she went about making breakfast. Eggs were scrambled in a bowl, then shredded
cheese and diced ham left over from Thursday night's supper were added. By the
time Roy appeared in his bathrobe the coffee was finished, the table set, the
toast buttered, and the ham and cheese omelet ready to come out of the Teflon
frying pan.
Roy kissed his wife's temple as
he reached for the coffee mugs. He filled two with the steaming hot liquid then
walked to the table. He helped Joanne finish bringing the food over, then
turned the TV around so she could see it as she ate.
The woman smiled at her
husband's consideration. She really didn't care about the movie. She'd seen it
a dozen times, if not more. But sometimes having the small things acknowledged
by your mate was better than all the diamonds money could buy.
Like any couple who were a day
shy of being married fourteen years and the parents of two children, the
conversation soon traveled to Chris and Jennifer.
"I hope the kids are
behaving for Johnny."
Roy cut into his omelet while
taking a sip of coffee. "When have you ever known our kids not to behave
for their Uncle Johnny?"
"Never. But do you think
he'd tell us if they didn't?"
Roy smiled. "Probably not.
He'd just handle the problem himself. If there's one thing John Gage hates,
it's a tattle tale."
Joanne thought about her
husband's partner for a long minute. As though Roy wasn't fully aware of it,
she announced, "Johnny will be thirty-two at the end of August."
"Yeah. So?"
"Do you think he'll ever
get married?"
"I don't know. Kinda hard
for me to picture, that's for sure. Johnny's not exactly the type to make a
long-term commitment."
"Oh, I think you're wrong
about that. Dead wrong."
Roy raised an eyebrow as he
took a bite of toast.
"John Gage is no stranger
to commitment. He might lead you to believe that, he might even want you
to believe that, but look at how dedicated he is to his job. And to us. And to
our kids. And to any other friend he has. If Johnny says he's going to be
somewhere, or do something, then he makes good on those promises. And look how
committed he is to his ranch and his animals."
"Well...yeah, he has
matured quite a bit in the last few years. I mean, in some ways he still had a
lot of kid in him when I first met him."
"He still does have
a lot of kid in him. And I hope he never loses that quality. That's part of
what makes him John Gage. But still...look at how he loves to be with Chris and
Jen. He's so good with them. So patient. And he seems to understand what each
one of them needs from him as an individual. He doesn't try to lump them
together and expect the same reactions from them to any given situation.
Usually only a parent attains that kind of skill level with their kids. It
makes sense that Johnny and Jennifer get along as well as they do. They're
kindred spirits, as my Grandmother Mason would have said. Jen's outgoing and
happy-go-lucky just like Johnny."
"And like my wife,"
Roy added with a smile.
"That, too," Joanne
acknowledged. "But Chris is far more reserved. Like his father,"
Joanne gave her husband an affectionate look, "he's a deep thinker who
doesn't always reveal how he's feeling. Yet Johnny never pushes him, or expects
Chris to be the life of the party like Jen is. Whatever activities he's doing
with the kids he makes certain that somehow, they both have their needs
met."
"So where are you going
with this conversation?"
Joanne shrugged as she began to
eat her own breakfast. "No where, I guess. Other than to say I think
Johnny will make some woman a great husband some day and some little boy or
girl a wonderful father. I just hope he doesn't allow that opportunity to pass
him by."
"Jo, whatever Johnny wants
out of life Johnny will go after. Believe me, if he wants to get married then
someday that will happen. Just don't hold your breath, because I'm not sure
John Gage is the marrying kind. The charming, flirtatious bachelor kind, yes.
But the marrying kind...well, I have my doubts."
"Maybe he's afraid."
"Afraid of what?
Women?" Roy laughed. "If there's one thing John Roderick Gage isn't
afraid of it's women."
"No, not women.
But...something." Joanne stabbed her fork in the air for emphasis. "I
don't know what. I can't put my finger on it. But something. Sometimes...when
he looks at us, and sees how happy we are, there's sorrow in his eyes, Roy. A
sorrow that says he wants to have what we have, but he's afraid to go out and
get it for fear it will be taken away from him."
"Oh, Joanne, for crying
out loud, I think you've been watching too much Donahue. That sounds exactly
like the kind of psycho babble Johnny would laugh at."
"Well, he can laugh all he
wants. And so can you. But I think it's true."
Roy just shook his head at his
wife as he finished his breakfast. He started rinsing the dishes and putting
them in the dishwasher while Joanne ate. Five minutes later Roy cleared his
wife's empty plate from the table. While she drank the rest of her coffee he
started the dishwasher cycling, then wiped off the countertops, stove, and
table. He was hanging the dishrag and dishtowel back on their rack when he felt
his wife's arms wrap around his waist. He turned and kissed her.
"How about a hot
shower?" Joanne offered.
"Together?"
"Yes," the woman
chuckled. "Together. It's not exactly something we can do when the kids
are here."
"No, not exactly."
Roy ran his hands through his wife's hair as he nuzzled her neck. "So what
gave you this idea? Hepburn and Tracy?"
"Well, they are a hot
couple, you know."
"Not as hot as us."
Joanne took her husband by the
hand. She shut the TV off without either her or Roy noticing that a news
bulletin had just interrupted the Saturday Afternoon Movie Classic. The story
featured another Tracy. Tracy Nichols. The reporter told about her near
abduction and showed a police artist's sketch of the man who tried to kidnap
her from Hollendale Park. Though Roy and Joanne lived seven miles from the
park, they would be familiar with the neighborhood because Chris occasionally
played Little League games there.
"Police are cautioning all
parents to keep a close eye on their children. The man was last seen driving
away from the park in a brown four door Oldsmobile. At this point the suspect
is at large and could be anywhere in the Los Angeles area."
Perhaps if Roy and
Joanne had seen the news flash Roy would have headed up to where Johnny and the
kids were camping. But then again, perhaps not. It was not; however, a question
that could be pondered since Roy DeSoto and his wife were making love in the
shower while the Channel 7 newswoman was cautioning parents to know where their
children were on this bright, sunny, Saturday afternoon in the City Of Angels.
Chapter 8
The fish were swimming in their bucket
of cold water when Chris, Jennifer and Johnny started out on an afternoon hike.
Joe bounded ahead of the campers, already knowing where they were headed.
The moss covered cave was almost
impossible to spot unless you had camped up here as much as John Gage had. He'd
discovered it the previous summer when Roy and the kids were with him. Though
it wasn't more than five feet high, twenty feet wide, and thirty feet long, the
kids were enthralled by it.
Johnny had held a Pow Wow in it
the first day they'd found it. Or at least that's what Chris and Jennifer had
called the 'meeting' they had with their dad and Uncle Johnny in the cave that
day of discovery. Since then they returned to what Chris and Jen had
christened, The Pow Wow Cave, each time they came up here camping.
Jennifer gathered leaves,
roots, and berries as they traveled, but not with the intention of using them
for her school project. Chris picked up a large, flat rock along the way and a
sturdy stick, knowing exactly what his sister had in mind.
When they reached the cave
Johnny pushed the hanging moss aside. He swept the cavern with his flashlight,
then walked all the way through while the kids and Joe waited outside. Jennifer
and Chris knew their uncle was making certain no animals or reptiles had taken
up residence in the cave since the last time they'd visited. When John was satisfied
their haven was unoccupied he allowed children and dog to enter.
Johnny smiled as he watched the
kids sit together on the cave's cool floor and make different colors of paint
from the items Jennifer had collected. The first time they'd done this the
children had referred to it as war paint. Johnny had corrected them with a
shake of his head. "No. Not necessarily."
"Why?" Chris had
asked. "I thought all paint Indians used was called war paint."
"Only
if it's red and black, Chris. And then only amongst certain tribes. Kind of
like your school colors."
Chris nodded his understanding.
"Now, amongst the Waupun
green paint signifies earth. Blue the sky and the waters. Orange friendship.
Purple means brothers."
The kids helped Johnny mix the
right colors that day. Even Roy had been fascinated by how his partner could
get the brilliant colors he described out of nothing more than a few handfuls
of berries, leaves, and roots.
Chris and Jennifer had enjoyed
painting their father's and uncle's faces, then their own. As they sat in a
circle in the cave Johnny told them more about the Waupun traditions he'd been
taught by his paternal grandfather throughout his childhood. Later, after
they'd made their way back to camp, John and Roy bent to wash their faces off
in the stream while the kids gathered wood for their supper fire.
As the two men stood John put a
hand on Roy's arm in order to stop his progress toward their campsite.
"If you don't want me to
tell the kids about my heritage, about the things my grandfather taught me when
I was growing up, I won't."
Puzzlement had been plain to
hear in Roy's tone. "Why would I not want you to tell them?"
"Well...I know some people
think Indians are nothing more than believers in the supernatural and spirit
world. I don't want you or Joanne to think I'm trying to influence the kids to
go against what they're being taught at home."
"You mean
Christianity?"
"Yeah. Exactly."
"Johnny, I believe there's
room in this world for many beliefs, cultures, and opinions. I want my kids to
grow up believing that, too. I also want them to grow up knowing that white
Protestants aren't the only people who exist, or have the right to exist. I
know you'd never tell the kids anything Joanne and I would disapprove of. I
also know you'd never try to influence their beliefs in a way we wouldn't
approve of. You have too much respect for us to do that."
"You're right," Johnny
nodded. "I do. Which is why I asked the question I did."
"Well, you didn't have to.
You teach the kids all you want to about Native Americans. Their lives will
only be richer for having this opportunity."
John smiled, grateful that he
could share some of what he'd been taught with two children who were genuinely
interested in the life he'd lived growing up on and around an Indian
Reservation. "Thanks." As he walked with Roy to their camping area
that afternoon he added, "And just so you know, I can sing a pretty mean
rendition of Jesus Loves Me and can probably still recite a multitude of Bible
verses."
At Roy's startled look Johnny
laughed.
"Yes, my paternal
grandfather was an Indian. But my maternal grandmother was most definitely not.
She was Baptist. A very white, very Southern Baptist. I loved her as much as I
loved my grandfather, but for different reasons of course. If nothing else they
both were a big part of helping me learn to live within two very opposite
cultures."
Even after all their years
working twenty-four hour shifts together John Gage never ceased to surprise
Roy. John chuckled now as he thought back to that day the previous July.
Jennifer stopped the movement of her fingers on his sharp cheekbones.
"Uncle Johnny, don't
laugh. You'll ruin my lines."
"Sorry, Peanut."
"It's okay, Walnut, just
don't let it happen again."
Jennifer mumbled to herself as
she worked. "Green is for Mother Earth. We thank her for the gifts she
gives us. Blue is for Father Sky. We praise him for the sunshine and the rain.
Orange is for friendship. Our friends are our family and will always be welcome
in our lodge. Purple is for brothers. Brothers have a bond that can't be
broken. Purple is for uncles, too."
"Uncles?" John
questioned. He'd never taught her that.
"Yep," Jen nodded.
"Since purple is for brothers, and you and Daddy are like brothers, and me
and Chris call you Uncle Johnny, then purple must be for uncles, too."
John smiled at the child's
logic. "I guess you're right. I'll have to tell my grandfather that."
"Your grandfather's still
alive, Uncle Johnny?" Chris asked while his sister painted his face. Jen
put on every color but purple. Today purple was only for Uncle Johnny.
"Yes. Mingon is still
alive. He was seventy five years old on his last birthday."
"Mingon means Gray Wolf,
right, Uncle Johnny?" Jennifer inquired as her brother now painted her
cheekbones.
"It does."
"But
he has an English name, too, right?"
"Yep. Roderick Charles
Gage. The government made his parents give him an English name, just like they
made my grandfather give my father an English name, and then made my father
give me one as well."
"What's your father's
name?" Chris asked as he sat down and crossed his legs.
"English or Indian?"
"Both."
"His English name is
Charles Phillip Gage. He goes by Chad. His Indian name is Chayton, which in the
Waupun language means Falcon."
"Chayton and
Charles," Jennifer pondered. "They sound kind of alike."
"Yes, they do. Which might
be why my grandparents chose them, though I really don't know that for a
fact."
"What about you, Uncle
Johnny? I know your English name is John Roderick Gage. Do you have an Indian
name, too?"
At that question Johnny's face
turned red beneath his war paint. Chris and Jennifer immediately sensed his
embarrassment over Chris's question.
"Come on, Uncle Johnny,
tell us," Chris pleaded.
"Yeah, Uncle Johnny, tell
us."
Johnny looked from one
expectant face to the other. It's not that he was ashamed of his Indian name,
or that it sounded particularly odd or peculiar. It's just that as soon as he
said it he had no doubt the kids would ask him what it meant.
"Please, Uncle
Johnny," Jennifer begged again. "Please tell us. We won't tell anyone
else if you don't want us to. We promise."
"Yeah, we promise,"
Chris agreed."
"All right," John
reluctantly conceded. "But that's a promise I'm holding both of you
to."
"So what is it?"
Chris asked.
"It's Katori."
"Katori," the boy
said, liking how the name rolled off his tongue. "Katori. I like that. It
sounds cool."
"Yeah," Jennifer
nodded. "Ka...tor...i. Katori. Uncle Katori. That's a good name for
you."
"No, no," Johnny
laughed. "Uncle Johnny will do just fine."
"What's Katori mean?"
John rolled his eyes.
"Somehow, Chris, I knew that was going to be your next question." The
paramedic took a deep breath. "It's what is known as a myth name, meaning
it was derived from an old legend."
The kids nodded their
understanding of the word legend.
"So what's it mean?"
Chris asked again.
John felt his cheeks burn
scarlet as he mumbled, "He Who Dances With Rattlesnakes."
Chris and Jennifer looked at
one another with shock, then laughed until tears rolled down their cheeks and
they toppled over sideways.
The first thing they heard when
their laughter died was their uncle's voice giving them a playful, yet stern
warning.
"If either of you so much
as breathes a word of this to Chet Kelly I'll have both your scalps."
The kids started laughing again
at this idle threat, but both managed a firm nod of their heads indicating
Johnny's secret was safe with them.
When the Pow Wow broke up an
hour later both Chris and Jen were referring to Johnny as He Who Dances With
Rattlesnakes. The paramedic wondered how smart it had been to tell them the
meaning behind his Indian name. With a sigh of resignation, he also wondered
how long they'd manage to keep it to themselves.
The Kankakee Killer backed
farther into the woods when the campers returned. The sun was beginning to set,
and he had a strong suspicion they were getting ready to settle in for the
night. It would probably be several hours before they went to sleep, but no
matter, he could wait. Once the children's uncle was sleeping it would be easy
to grab the little girl from her bedroll and dash off into the night. Even if
she managed to get off a few screams he'd be long gone with her before the man
was able to give chase. The dog. Now he might be a problem. But there wasn't
much Evan could do about him. Hopefully the mutt would be a sound sleeper. He
seemed gentle enough. But then one never knew about dogs. If nothing else once
Evan made it into the thick woods with the girl the dog would have a hard time
tracking him. He'd immediately cross the stream and head for the other side.
The going would be rough for a few miles, but then he'd come to the old fire
lane where his truck was parked. He'd chloroform the kid and take off. He
wouldn't worry about tying her up until he got to the main highway.
Evan's thoughts turned back to
Jennifer as he watched her bounce around the campsite. He knew her name now.
He'd heard the man the kids called, Uncle Johnny, refer to her as such. The
boy, who was no doubt her brother, was Chris. Or Christopher Roy as his uncle
sometimes hailed him. But Evan wasn't interested in the man named Johnny or the
boy named Christopher Roy. No, he was only interested in the girl. The delicate
little girl.
Soon you'll be my angel,
sweetie. One of Evan's angels. I already love you. I love you so much,
Jennifer. You are a doll. Just a living doll.
Evan
didn't allow himself to think ahead to later that evening when Jennifer would
no longer be living. It would get him too excited, and he couldn't afford to
get all hot and bothered with those kinds of thoughts now. He had to keep his
head in the game. He had to have that little girl.
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Jen
looked the other way as Johnny and Chris chopped the heads of seven fish, then
gutted and scaled them. This was the only part about camping she didn't like.
She felt sorry for the fish, but they sure did taste good after Uncle Johnny
fried them with chopped onions and a little bit of garlic salt. The potatoes
were already baking over a low flame atop the grill Uncle Johnny had welded a
couple years ago from some scrap iron he'd bought. When she knew supper was
almost finished Jennifer ran to the stream and pulled out two cold Cokes, one
apiece for her uncle and her brother, and an Orange Crush for herself. She ran
back to the campsite, handed the guys their drinks, then wrapped her arms
around John's waist.
The paramedic looked down at
the girl and smiled. "What's that for, Jenny Bean?"
Jennifer held up her soda.
"You always remember to bring my favorite even though no one else likes
it."
Johnny gave the nine year old's
nose a gentle pinch, then swiped at the face paint Jennifer hadn't bothered to
remove. But then he and Chris still wore theirs as well.
"Nothing's too good for my
best girl."
Ten minutes later the campers
sat down to a hearty supper. Jennifer ate one piece of fish and one potato,
while Chris and Johnny ate two pieces of fish and two potatoes. Joe was fed the
remaining potato and fish. By the time supper was over and the campsite put
back in order it was growing dark. Johnny added two more logs to the fire as
the kids got their jackets from their saddle bags. Although the daytime
temperature had reached eighty-three degrees, it was now down to sixty-five.
Jen brought Johnny the long sleeved blue chambray work shirt she knew he liked
to wear over his short sleeve shirts in place of a jacket when it wasn't too
cold out.
"Thanks, Peanut."
"You're welcome, He Who
Dances With Rattlesnakes."
John grabbed the child and
flipped her upside down, dangling her by her ankles. "What was that? What
did you call me?"
Jennifer squealed as Johnny ran
a hand over her ribs. "Johnny. I called you Uncle Johnny. Uncle John
Roderick Gage! That's what I called you."
"That's what I
thought," Johnny said as he gently placed the girl back on her feet.
John slipped the shirt on but
left it unbuttoned while the kids put on the denim jackets Joanne had sent
along. The three campers settled themselves around the fire, John in the middle
with a child on either side of him. Joe plopped down on his belly next to
Chris. Jennifer turned her head and asked Johnny to put her hair in two Indian
braids. She fished rubber bands out of her jacket pocket and sat perfectly
still while he fumbled at braiding her hair with a lack of skill that said he'd
never done such a task before. When he was finished Jennifer's braids were
lopsided, and strands of hair hung loose from them, but she didn't seem to
mind. She turned toward the fire with a smile on her face.
No one said anything for a long
time, each camper lost in their own thoughts as they stared into the fire. Once
the sun had completely set and darkness surrounded them, Chris smiled and
rubbed his hands together.
"Time for ghost stories. I
go first."
Neither Johnny or Jennifer
protested that. Chris loved ghost stories. It had grown to be a tradition on
their camping trips that he was the one who decided when it was time to start
them, and he was the one who got the honor of going first.
As story tellers went, Chris
was good. This had come as a surprise to Johnny considering how quiet Chris
could be. But like most people, Chris DeSoto had many facets to his
personality. He had the ability to scare the living daylights out of his fellow
campers with nothing more than the tone of his voice and the intense facial
expressions he created to go along with it.
By the time the boy was
finished Jennifer was snuggled as tightly into Johnny's side as she could get.
She had her head buried in his shirt and her eyes squeezed shut. When she realized
Chris wasn't going to say anything else her face appeared and she heaved a
relieved sigh.
"That was great. I loved
it and I hated it."
John looked down at the girl.
"How could you love it and hate it both?"
"I loved it 'cause it
scared me. And I hated it 'cause it scared me, too."
Johnny smiled. He couldn't
blame Jennifer for being scared. Chris's story had been about a man called The
Stone Ridge Killer, who snatched nine year old girls out of their beds in the
middle of the night. He'd thought of putting a stop to that plot, but he knew
Chris was only having fun at his sister's expense like all brothers do on
occasion, so as long as Jennifer didn't protest he allowed the boy to continue.
"Okay, now it's my turn,"
Jennifer said.
The blond girl's story was
short, and not all that scary, but Johnny listened politely and didn't allow
Chris to voice any complaints even though he made a couple of faces at his
sister's attempt.
When Jen was finished Johnny
said, "Good job, Jenny Bean."
"Were you scared?"
"You bet. So scared that
I'm sorry I left my teddy bear back at the ranch."
"You have a teddy bear,
Uncle Johnny?"
Chris rolled his eyes. "Of
course he doesn't have a teddy bear. He was only kidding you." Chris
looked at his father's partner. "Now it's your turn, Uncle Johnny. But
don't tell us a scary story. Your scary stories are almost as lame as
Jennifer's."
"Hey!" Johnny
protested.
"Hey!" Jennifer
echoed.
"It's true. Me and Dad
both say that. But your legends, they're the coolest. Can you tell us one of
those?"
"Yeah, Uncle Johnny. Tell
us the story about He Who Dances With Rattlesnakes."
"All right," Johnny
agreed. "Considering our conversation in the Pow Wow Cave today I guess
that's an appropriate one."
As Johnny began to tell the
story he almost seemed to transform into an Indian Warrior right before
Jennifer's eyes. He still wore his face paint, as did she and Chris. None of
them had remembered to wash it off, but Jennifer didn't mind. She wanted to go
to sleep wearing it. She could tell Chris was watching Uncle Johnny, too. She
wondered if he noticed how dark Uncle Johnny's eyes got when he was concentrating,
and how the flames from the fire cast shadows on the sharp planes of his face.
It was almost like he wasn't with them anymore. Almost like his mind was
somewhere far back in time with his Indian ancestors.
"When He Who Dances With
Rattlesnakes was a boy he had a different name. The name his parents gave him
on his name day which was Awanta, or Turtle, in the White Man's language.
Awanta was neither a brave boy, nor a boy who was not brave. He was not tall,
he was not short. He was not fat, nor was he skinny. He wasn't the smartest
boy, nor the dumbest. He was not handsome, nor was he ugly. Awanta had fourteen
brothers and sisters. He was the middle child. Number seven. Like everything
else about Awanta, he did not stand out even in his own family. Sometimes he
felt very lost and alone, even while living in the crowded lodge of his
parents. All Awanta really wanted was for someone to notice him. For the people
of his tribe to point at him and say, There goes Awanta, the bravest of the
brave. The swiftest of the swift. The strongest of the strong. The warrior all
boys want to be when they reach manhood.
"While he was doing his
chores, or learning how to hunt, or track, or catch wild stallions, Awanta
would often daydream about the great deeds he would someday do. He would dream
about how he would stand out amongst his people. About how his name would be
spoken of with nothing less than reverence, and whispered in legends long after
he'd gone home to The Great Father.
"One person who did notice
Awanta was his little brother Nascha, or Owl, in the tongue of the White Man.
Nascha was five summers younger than Awanta, and like most little brothers knew
how to make Awanta's blood boil. Nascha often teased Awanta about all the
things Awanta hated. He reminded Awanta that he was the middle child. That he
was neither brave, nor unbrave. That he was neither fat nor skinny. That he was
not tall or short. That he was neither handsome nor ugly. That he was neither
smart nor dumb. He just was. He was Awanta, the Indian boy twelve summers old
who was rarely missed when he was absent from the cooking fires.
"Awanta cursed Nascha
then, and wished upon him the most horrible thing he could think of. To die by
the bite of a shuman, or rattlesnake as you call it today.
"Awanta walked away from
his brother after placing the curse on him. The boy did not regret his words.
After all, Nascha would deserve it if he did die from a rattlesnake
bite. He was spoiled and selfish, their father's favorite son for reasons
Awanta couldn't figure out. But Awanta wasn't a Spirit Man or the son of one.
Only the tribe's Spirit Man could put curses on people. Or at least curses that
actually worked. So when Nascha first started screaming "Shuman! Shuman! Help
me, Awanta! Shuman!," Awanta paid him no notice. He thought his brother
was teasing him again. But the screams continued, and as Awanta listened he
could hear the terror behind them. He turned around to see a rattlesnake the
size of a small tree wrapped around Nascha's leg.
"Awanta raced to his
brother, dust churning under his bare heels. Without thinking of his own
safety, he grasped the snake behind its hinged jaws with one hand, and by its
powerful tail with another. He pulled, and he tugged, and he yanked until he
somehow got it uncoiled from Nascha's leg. The rest of the tribe had been
summoned from their lodges and cooking fires by Nascha's screams. By the time
they arrived they saw Awanta dancing in circles with the shuman held high above
his head. The snake was flailing its tail and trying to buck its head from
Awanta's grasp but he never let go. The dancing went on for many long minutes
until the snake could fight Awanta no more. The boy gave a whooping cry louder
and more powerful than any cry even the strongest warrior in the tribe had ever
yelled in the heat of battle. He spun around three more times, then flung the
snake so far no one could see where it landed.
"Awanta collapsed with
exhaustion. He thought it only fitting that the tribe would first rush to
Nascha to make certain he was unharmed. And he was. Thanks to Awanta the snake
hadn't bitten Nascha. Before Awanta knew what was happening the tribes elders
were surrounding him. They lifted him to his feet and bowed as though he was
The Great Father come to Mother Earth. Then the Spirit Man stepped forward,
placed a firm hand on Awanta's head, and announced, "You are Awanta no
more. You are now Katori. He Who Dances With Rattlesnakes. You shall be a great
man. A Spirit Man and a powerful chief. You shall lead your people for all the
rest of your days on Mother Earth."
Chris and Jennifer never took
their eyes off Johnny as his story drew to a close. Nothing was heard but the
pop and hiss of the logs in the fire until Jennifer whispered, "What
happened, Uncle Johnny? What happened to He Who Dances With Rattlesnakes?"
"Later, when he grew to be
a man, he did as the Spirit Man said he would. He became chief of his tribe and
led them with wisdom until he died when he was many summers old. And throughout
all those years Katori had Nascha to thank for that wisdom."
"Nascha?" Chris said.
"But he was the pain-in-the-butt little brother."
"Yes, Chris, he was. But
it was from Nascha and his near-brush with death that Katori learned an
important lesson he'd carry with him for the rest of his life."
"What lesson was
that?"
"That you don't have to be
the bravest, or the strongest, or the fastest, or the smartest, or the most
handsome, to stand out in your tribe. All you have to be is good, and
honorable, and decent, and help those who can't help themselves."
"Like Nascha couldn't help
himself when the snake was wrapped around his leg?" Jennifer asked.
"Yes, Jenny Bean, just
like that."
"But wasn't Katori afraid,
Uncle Johnny? Wasn't he afraid the rattlesnake might bite him, or did he
somehow know it wouldn't?"
"He was afraid. Very
afraid. And no, he didn't know the snake wouldn't bite him. As a matter of fact
he thought it would. After all, he wasn't the bravest, or the fastest, or the
smartest. He just was. But he learned that day that he loved his brother with
all the love his heart had to hold as it should be with brothers. And he did
the most honorable thing a boy, or man, can do."
"What's that?"
Jennifer asked.
"He put his life at risk
in order to save someone else. He was scared, and he knew he might die, but at
that moment it didn't matter. All that mattered was saving Nascha. All that
mattered was that he was willing to sacrifice his own life so that the life of
his brother would not come to an end. And that's the lesson Katori learned at
the young age of twelve summers that made him a great leader when he grew to be
a man."
"He Who Dances With
Rattlesnakes was very special, wasn't he, Uncle Johnny?"
"Yes, Jen, I guess he
was."
"You shouldn't be
embarrassed to have been named for him. You should be proud."
Johnny grinned. "You think
so, huh? Even though I'm scared to death of rattlesnakes?"
"Yeah, even so. 'Cause I
think when you have to be brave, Katori, you always are. No matter how scared
you might be."
Johnny simply shook his head in
amazement at the never-ending devotion of his one-woman fan club. If nothing
else he could always count on Jennifer for a little hero worship. He ran a hand
over her braids as she snuggled into his side. He swallowed hard as he looked
down at her and recalled another little girl who had stolen his heart so long
ago now. He briefly thought of what might have been, but chased that thought
away. He knew from past experience looking back never produced favorable
results. He never looked too far into the future either. Ever since he was
twenty years old John Gage pretty much lived for the moment, but the reasons
why were his and his alone.
The paramedic rose on stiff
knees. He groaned as he bent and encouraged the tired children to stand, too.
"Come on, guys, lets get
our beds ready and hit the sack. Tomorrow's another day."
It didn't take long for the
campers to unroll the blankets and pillows they'd be sleeping on and under.
Johnny directed the children to lay out their beds far enough away from the
fire so no one accidentally rolled into it during the night, while still being
close enough to feel its warmth. John set up his bed nearest to the fire for
safety sake. Jennifer was next to him, with Chris on the outside. Joe was
satisfied to remain where he'd been during the story telling sessions. Johnny
knew at some point during the night the dog would join them and end up lying
next to him.
The paramedic made certain his
charges were well covered. He asked them if they were warm enough and got
affirmative responses.
"If you need anything in
the middle of the night just wake me up."
"We will," the kids
promised.
"And don't get up to use
the bathroom without waking me either."
Jennifer smirked. "Uncle
Johnny, there isn't a bathroom up here if you haven't noticed."
"Okay, then the woods.
Don't get up to use the woods without waking me."
"We know, we know,"
Chris assured with a yawn. "Dad told us about a hundred times. And Mom
told us two hundred." The boy mimicked his mother's voice. "Behave
yourselves and do exactly what Uncle Johnny tells you to. Don't go wandering
into the woods without him, and if you have to go potty in the middle of the
night make sure you wake him up."
"Sounds like all the
important stuff's been covered then." John bent and tousled Chris's hair.
"Night, buddy."
"Good night, He Who Dances
With Rattlesnakes."
John tossed the Chris's blanket
over the boy's head. "That's enough out of you, smart mouth." He then
turned to say his good night's to Jennifer. She sat up and wrapped her arms
around his neck.
"Good night, Uncle
Katori."
"I shouldn't have told you
guys anything about that name."
"Why? I like it. And the
story that goes with it. I'm glad you told us, Uncle Johnny. Really I am."
"I just hope I don't
regret it at some point in the future."
Jennifer made no reply to
Johnny's words because she wasn't exactly certain what he meant. She released
him and allowed him to tuck her under her covers. He climbed in-between his own
covers next.
"Hey, guys?" Johnny
said as got settled.
"Yeah?" Two voices
responded.
"Remind me when we brush
our teeth in the morning that we've also gotta wash off our face paint."
"I was hoping you'd
forget," Chris said.
"Me, too," Jennifer
echoed.
"Nope, I won't forget.
We'll look pretty silly if we show up at your parent's house with this stuff
streaked across our faces."
Jennifer propped herself up on
one elbow and looked into Johnny's brown eyes. "Uncle Johnny, do you
really think after all these years that Mom and Dad are surprised by anything
you do?"
Johnny
couldn't help but laugh at the girl. He didn't know who she sounded more like
right now, Roy or Joanne.
"No, Jenny Bean, I don't
suppose they are."
"Take it from me, Uncle
Johnny, you're right about that one."
The girl scooted back down
under her covers without saying another word. Five minutes later both Jennifer
and Chris were sound asleep. Five minutes after that Johnny joined them in
dreamland.
And from the woods Evan Crammer
watched and waited.
It was ten minutes after
midnight. The campers had been asleep for two hours, and the fire was just now
beginning to burn low. Evan rose from his hiding place behind a clump of trees.
No one had moved for the past forty-five minutes, indicating to him the man and
children were now at their most unaware. There were two things about this
situation Evan didn't like. Number one, the dog. Number two, the fact that
Jennifer was sleeping in-between her uncle and her brother. His plan would work
better if she was lying where Chris was, but there wasn't anything he could do
to change that so he'd have to make the best of things.
Without making a sound Evan
reached into his backpack. He took out what he needed, then hoisted the small
pack into a nearby tree. No doubt the cops would eventually find it, but that
was of little consequence. What was left in it, a couple sandwiches and a can
of pop purchased at a gas station vending machine, wouldn't garner them any
clues as to his identity. Evan never worried about leaving fingerprints behind
because he'd never had his fingerprints taken for any reason. Cops tended to
bully people into believing everyone's fingerprints were somehow magically on
file. Well, Evan knew better. And because he'd never had his fingerprints taken
for any reason, not a single print he left behind would match any identified
prints the cops had in their records.
Evan held two naked hot dogs in
one hand, and an eight inch bowie knife in the other. The hot dogs had been a
brilliant thought on his part. He'd toss them into the woods on the far side of
the campsite, and if he were lucky the dog would go sniff them out. The knife
he'd retrieved from his truck once he decided Jennifer had to be his. A gun
would have been better. With a gun he could kill the girl's uncle for sure. But
if the guy got in his way the knife would work, too. It was sharp as a lean
blade of grass, and had a curved end. It could inflict a lot of damage when
plunged into the human body by a man as large as Evan.
Evan scanned the ground until
he spotted a small rock. He picked it up, tested its weight in his had for a
moment, eyed the campers one last time, then tossed it into the woods opposite
of where he was standing and where Johnny and the kids were sleeping.
Joe's eyes popped open and he
lifted his head. Just like Evan had hoped it would be, the dog's attention was
drawn to the woods where the rock landed.
When a hot dog landed near the rock the Malamute got up to investigate.
John Gage wasn't sure what woke
him at first. His eyes were still closed as he took in the soft hiss of
splitting logs and heard Cody whinny from the vicinity of the stream. He opened
his eyes and turned his head to the left. Jennifer and Chris were snuggled
under their blankets and sleeping soundly. When Johnny turned his head to the
right he noticed Joe was missing.
It musta have been Joe I
heard. I suppose he's taking a little nighttime stroll into the woods.
Without giving it conscious
thought John rested his left arm over his eyes. For years now Roy had wondered
how someone could sleep on his back throughout ninety percent of the night, and
with this arm thrown over his eyes, yet not end up with two things - a hell of
a backache and an arm that was asleep come morning. But Johnny never suffered
from either of those afflictions, and for as long as he could remember this had
been his favorite position in which to sleep.
The paramedic fell into a light
doze that enabled him to keep an ear out for Joe while still getting some rest.
He heard something fall somewhere in the woods, but didn't open his eyes.
A coon probably knocked a
branch out of a tree, John thought as he slipped toward a deeper state of
sleep.
Seeing no signs of the
Malamute, Evan crept out of the woods behind the campers' heads. He knew his
size offered advantages and disadvantages. At this point the disadvantage was
the inability to move silently at a swift pace. He couldn't afford to progress
toward Jennifer too quickly. He had to keep his eyes on his size fifteen tennis
shoes. A man of his weight could easily announce his presence just by stepping
on a twig.
Evan clutched the wooden handle
of the knife in his left fist. If Lady Luck stayed with him he'd scoop up
Jennifer with his right arm and take off running without ever having to use the
knife.
Just like Joe's movements had
disturbed Johnny's sleep, they'd disturbed Jennifer's, too. At first she didn't
know where she was. She felt the hard ground beneath her and thought she heard
a horse whinny.
Uncle Johnny has horses. I
must be dreaming I'm at Uncle Johnny's.
The smell of the burning wood from the fire is finally what oriented
Jennifer to her surroundings. She opened her eyes and stared up at the stars.
The sky was so black and beautiful. It was Uncle Johnny who had taught to her
to love the darkness and all the treasures it could reveal, rather than to be
afraid of it.
Jen rolled over on her left
side. She could see Uncle Johnny sleeping with his arm resting atop his eyes.
Without disturbing the warm cocoon of blankets she was nestled in she squirmed
a little closer to him, completely unaware that just five feet away a strange
man stood watching her.
Evan held his breath as
Jennifer changed positions. When she didn't lift her head, or call out to her
uncle, he assumed she was still asleep and unaware of his presence. Even so, he
waited a few seconds to see if she'd settle down. He knew he didn't have time
to spare, the dog was bound to return soon. Nonetheless, neither could Evan
afford to make a costly mistake due to haste.
Jen closed her eyes, comforted
by the nearness of her father's partner. Even though she wasn't really afraid
of the dark, she wouldn't want to camp out alone in the woods like Uncle Johnny
sometimes did. Her mind flicked to Chris's ghost story, but she didn't allow
herself to dwell on it.
It was just a stupid old
story. Just a story Chris told me on purpose to scare me. Besides, Uncle
Johnny's here. He won't let anything happen to me.
Mere seconds passed between
that thought and when Jennifer felt herself being swooped up out of her
bedroll. At first she thought she was dreaming, but as she looked into the
man's wild eyes she knew he was all too real.
Before Evan managed to clamp
his hand over Jennifer's mouth she got off one loud, healthy, "Uncle
Johnny! Uncle Johnny! It's the Stone Ridge Killer! Help me, Uncle Johnny! Help
me!"
Thanks a lot, Chris, was
Johnny's thought as his eyes snapped open. He rolled to his left, all set to
comfort Jennifer, only to see an empty bedroll.
"Uncle Johnny! Uncle
Joh...!"
John looked up in time to see a
man clamp a beefy hand over Jennifer's mouth. Like Jennifer, Johnny would have
thought he was dreaming had he woken from a sound sleep. Fortunately the doze
he had fallen into after Joe left the campsite caused his brain to at least be
partially alert.
None of the campers had removed
their cowboy boots that night which would turn out to be to everyone's
advantage. Johnny jumped to his feet as Jennifer's heels repeatedly connected
with her assailant's thighs. Her kicks weren't sharp enough to cause him to
release her, but at least they slowed his progress towards the woods.
"Hey, put her down!"
John shouted as he raced after the fleeing man. "Put her down!"
Not again. Another hero
asshole isn't gonna keep me from what I want. From
what I need.
Evan spun his huge body
around to face Johnny. In that split second all Johnny saw was Jennifer's eyes,
pale blue orbs wide with terror and begging him to save her. The man had
Jennifer crushed against his chest, but she kept on kicking for all she was
worth. Johnny never even noticed the man's left hand as he rushed the stranger.
All he could think of was getting Jennifer out of his grasp.
I can't let him get into the
woods with her. I'll never find him if he does.
Chris DeSoto had been the
only camper who was sleeping soundly when Jennifer was snatched from her bed.
It wasn't until he heard Johnny's second, "Put her down!" that he
came fully awake. He sat up, his eyes as wide as Jennifer's as he watched
Johnny launch himself at the big man's knees.
The force of John's weight
knocking into him sent Evan sprawling. It was only by a miracle of God that
Jennifer wasn't cut with the knife he still carried. Even flat on his back the
man still clutched the girl to his chest as though his life depended on getting
away with his blond headed prize.
Johnny grabbed Jennifer's
forearms and tugged. Evan's hand had fallen away from her mouth and she was
letting out a series of long, loud screams. Johnny was grateful for that. He
didn't know if there were any other campers in the area, but if so the child's
cries were bound to attract their attention.
Evan yanked Jennifer back, he
and Johnny now engaged in an absurd game of tug of war. It was then that John
realized the man had to outweigh him by close to one hundred and fifty pounds.
Using all the strength he possessed, he pulled on Jennifer's forearms again,
but she still remained in the stranger's grasp. John straddled the big man's
chest and gave another yank. He saw the knife being raised and did the only
thing he could, put his body between it and Jennifer.
The paramedic felt the knife
slice deep into the biceps muscle of his right arm.
"You bastard!" he
screamed, as the first round of pain hit his brain. "You goddamn bastard!
Let her go! Dammit, let her go!"
It was the blood soaking the
blue sleeve of Johnny's that brought Chris out of his horrified trance. He
scrambled from his bedroll, ran to Jennifer's side, and joined Johnny in trying
to pull her free.
Chris thought Johnny might have
been stabbed again because he heard an agonized cry, but when he looked at
John's face all he saw was the fierce determination of a Waupun warrior. Curse
words filled the night as Uncle Johnny swore at the man. Chris hadn't ever
heard Johnny use language like that before. He bet even his father hadn't heard
Johnny cuss like he was cussing now.
"Let her go, you son of a
bitch! Let her go!"
As the knife was buried in
Johnny's right calf he bent down and grabbed Evan's hair. He ignored his own
pain to instead begin beating the man's head into the ground. It wasn't easy.
Even though Evan Crammer was essentially fighting off three people his size
made him a formidable opponent. He rolled and kicked and flailed, trying to
return to his feet.
One of the blows to Crammer's
head finally landed hard enough to make him momentarily see stars. His grip on
Jennifer loosened slightly. Slightly was all Johnny and Chris needed. Johnny
freed the girl and thrust her toward her brother.
"Run, Chris! Run! Take her
and go to the Pow Wow! Go to the Pow Wow!"
Johnny didn't have to add the
word cave for Chris to know what he meant. Later he would realize John left
that word out of his sentence on purpose so Jennifer's assailant had no way of
tracking them down.
Chris grabbed Jennifer's hand
and fled into the dark woods. Branches scratched his face and tangled in his
hair but he never stopped. He pulled his sister along with him, despite the
fact her gasping sobs made him want to do nothing more than take her in his
arms and comfort her.
Chris threw the moss back on
the Pow Wow Cave and pushed Jennifer inside. He quickly drew the moss back
down, knowing the man would never find them if he didn't know the cave existed.
Please, God, please,
Chris prayed. Please don't let him know the Pow Wow Cave is here. Please.
Chris took Jennifer by the
hand again and led her to the very back of the cave. It was pitch black, but he
didn't care. He couldn't risk them sitting close to the cave's entrance for
fear the man would hear Jennifer's sobs if he passed by.
The boy sat down and pulled his
sister to his chest. He placed one hand on the back of her head. "Sssh.
Sssh, Jen. Don't cry. Don't cry. It'll be okay. Everything's okay now. We're
safe. We're in the Pow Wow Cave and we're safe. He'll never find us here. He'll
never find us."
Chris didn't think his sister's
sobs would ever stop that night. There wasn't much he could do but rock her
back and forth while assuring her she was all right. When she finally began to
calm down she pulled away from her brother.
She used the sleeve of her denim jacket to wipe at her eyes and nose.
"I was so scared, Chris.
More scared than I've ever been in my whole life. That man...he...."
Chris embraced his sister
again. He didn't know if he'd ever hugged her like this before. Usually he
fought with her or ignored her. But tonight he had to be a man. Uncle Johnny
was depending on him to keep Jennifer safe.
"I know, I know,"
Chris said, shuddering inside at the thought of what that man would have done
to Jennifer had he been able to flee without Uncle Johnny catching him.
"Just don't think about it. Uncle Johnny will come for us soon. He'll come
real soon."
Jennifer nodded her head. Chris
did a good job of keeping his worry from her as he said again in a firm voice,
"Uncle Johnny will be here soon."
Jennifer didn't know that Uncle
Johnny had been stabbed. But Chris knew it. He could still see the knife
plunging into Uncle Johnny's leg, and still see the blood staining Johnny's
shirt. By now the man might have killed Uncle Johnny. But Chris had no way of
knowing what was going on, and short of leaving the cave know way of finding
out.
But Uncle Johnny wouldn't
want me and Jen to leave the cave. This is where he always told us to come if
we were lost or if there was some kind of trouble. He always told us to wait
here and he'd come get us. I gotta wait here for him now. I can't take Jen back
out in the dark. If that man's walking around he could get her. He could take
her and I'd never be able to stop him.
Blood loss and pain were taking
their toll on John Gage. Whatever adrenaline rush had aided him in freeing
Jennifer left him when he saw the DeSoto children make it safely to the cover
of the woods. He lifted Evan's head two more times in an effort to beat the man
into unconscious but to no avail.
Christ! This guy has got the
strength of a bull.
Evan Crammer grabbed John's
left wrist and twisted it until he heard the bone snap. The paramedic cried out
and released his hold on Crammer's hair.
The big man was furious. More furious than he could ever remember being. For
the second time in two days a child had been taken from him.
Crammer let out a guttural roar
as he jumped to his feet. John was bent at the waist, cradling his wrist and
seeing nothing but black stars in front of his eyes. He wasn't sure if his hazy
vision was due to the pain of the snapped bone or the blood loss, but at that
moment he didn't care. He actually prayed he'd pass out. If he were lucky the
man would think he was dead and run off into the night.
But Evan Crammer wasn't about
to run off into the night without extracting much needed revenge. He lifted the
bowie knife and plunged it into Johnny's back. The paramedic screamed as the
knife went in and then came back out. That action was repeated again, causing
Johnny to fall to his knees.
The knife was raised a third
time, but John swiveled out of the way. Despite the pain of his broken wrist he
clasped his hands together and swung his forearms up as hard as he could. The
force of his blow on Evan's wrists caused the knife blade to turn away from
Johnny. Jennifer's assailant threw himself on the paramedic. The two men rolled
over and over in the dirt, both trying to gain the advantage controlling the
knife would give them.
As
they fought Johnny somehow managed to possess the knife for a few brief
seconds. He thought he slashed the man's right forearm pretty good a couple
times, but he wasn't sure. He did hear the man cry out, but whether that was
from pain or anger John didn't know. He was rolled over three more times until
he was almost on top of the burning campfire. His chest heaved in an effort to
get some much needed air. When he found himself on his back, looking up into
slate blue eyes that held no emotions, John Gage knew his life would soon be
over.
Evan straddled Johnny's waist.
The paramedic saw the knife raised high in the air, then saw the smile that
touched his assailant's lips.
"That's the last time
you'll mess with me, Uncle Johnny," Evan promised.
The knife was headed straight
for John's heart. The paramedic never quit fighting even though he knew he was
about to die. He kicked his legs, trying to dislodge Evan from his stomach, but
to no avail. Just when Johnny was sure the knife was going to find its mark the
big man flew forward with a loud "Ooof!"
Joe was on Evan in a split
second. He grabbed whatever skin he could find and bit the man who had been
hurting his master. Like enraged dogs do, Joe shook his head back and forth,
tearing the skin open on Evan's back and arms.
"Damn, dog! Get off me! Get
off!"
Joe didn't give up the fight.
Each time Evan tried to rise the ninety pound Malamute would knock him back to
the ground. Evan threw his forearms over his face and surveyed the area as best
he could. He realized then that Jennifer and Chris were long gone. As much as
he wanted that little girl, he couldn't take the time now to look for her. He
had to get out of here before the damn dog killed him.
Joe kept growling and biting
even as Evan got to his feet. The bowie knife was lying six feet from Johnny's
head. Evan wanted it back, but each time he tried to reach for it Joe would
lunge at him.
The faithful Malamute placed
himself between his master and Evan Crammer. Joe shadowed Crammer until the man
finally turned and ran. The Malamute gave chase, but only long enough to make
sure the stranger was gone. He ran back to Johnny's side and sat down, confused
as to why his master didn't sit up and praise him for a job well done.
Johnny heard Joe growling, but
what transpired after that he didn't know. He tried to crane his head and view
the action going on behind him, but any movement at all hurt too much. He
thought he saw the man run by him with Joe giving chase, but he wasn't sure. He
could feel the blood seeping from his wounds. He'd been stabbed at least four
times that he could remember. In the right arm, in the right calf, and twice in
the back. He knew his wrist was broken, and his collar bone hurt like hell,
too. For a moment he thought it was odd that he was so cold. After all, how
could a person be cold after the physical exertion he'd just expended? And
besides, he was lying right next to the fire. But then John remembered that
blood loss and shock causes a patient to complain of being cold.
But I haven't lost that much
blood. I can't. There's no way I can. I've got to get to Chris and Jen. I've
got to make sure they're okay and get them home safely. Roy will never forgive
me if I don't. Hell, I'll never forgive myself. I've got to get to my feet and
head for the cave.
Johnny wasn't able to stifle a
cry as he rolled to his hands and knees. His broken wrist wouldn't support his
weight, and he immediately collapsed to his elbows. He took three rapid,
shallow breaths, and tried to push himself to his feet. The whole time his mind
was repeating, Gotta get to...kids. Gotta get...to Chris and Jen. Gotta keep
'em safe.
Johnny found he couldn't stand
beyond a crouch. He took two shaky steps toward the Pow Wow Cave, then fell to
the ground that seemed to spinning in wild circles beneath him. He silently
berated himself for his failure to reach Roy's
children as he slowly lost consciousness.
Had John Gage seen the pool of
blood forming next to his injured body he wouldn't have been so hard on
himself.
Chapter 12
Jennifer had fallen into a
fitful sleep in her big brother's arms. The minutes crawled by for Chris
DeSoto. He managed to lift his arm without disturbing his sister and clicked on
the tiny knob that shed a faint green light on the face of his watch. It was
now twenty after two in the morning. Chris had been checking his watch every
ten minutes since he and Jen had entered the cave. Two hours had passed. If
Uncle Johnny were able to come for them he'd have been here by now.
Chris chewed on his lower lip,
unsure of what to do. He hated the thought of going back out into the dark
woods, yet what if Johnny needed help? Chris had often heard his dad say that
the most important time in any accident victim's life was immediately after the
injury occurred. That's when you had to offer first aid. Chris had learned that
last year in Boy Scouts, too, when he'd earned his First Aid Badge.
The boy finally reached a decision.
I gotta find out if Uncle
Johnny needs help. If he's hurt how will I ever tell Dad that I was too scared
to come out of a stupid cave?
Chris gave his sister a
gentle shake. "Jennifer? Jen, wake up."
Though it was impossible to see
in the dark cave, Chris could tell his sister
had opened her eyes. He could feel her lashes fluttering against his neck. The
little girl whispered a groggy question.
"Is Uncle Johnny
here?"
"No, he's not. We're going
to have to go back to the campsite and look for him."
"No!" Jennifer's
hands clamped on her brother's arms. "No, Chris! We can't! That man! He
might still be there! Please, Chris! No!"
Now it was Chris's turn to
clamp his hands onto someone. He grabbed Jennifer by the shoulders and have her
a firm shake. "Jen, stop it! Calm down! You've got to listen to me."
"O...okay."
Chris could hear the tremor in
his sister's voice that indicated she was about to start crying again, but he
ignored it.
"We've been in this cave
two hours and Uncle Johnny hasn't come for us yet."
"Maybe...maybe he went to
get help. Maybe he went to call Daddy and the police."
"No. There's no way he'd
leave us here by ourselves. If that's what he was going to do he'd come for us
first and take us with him."
"But..."
"Jen, you gotta listen to
me and you gotta be brave. You can't start crying because I need you to be a
big girl."
"I am a big girl!"
"I know, I know. But what
I mean is, crying isn't gonna do us any good. Or Uncle Johnny either."
"Uncle Johnny?"
Though Chris could barely see
his sister's face through the darkness, he looked into her eyes as he spoke.
"He was hurt, Jen. That man stabbed him with a knife at least twice. His
shirt sleeve was covered with blood."
"Blood," Jennifer
swallowed hard so she wouldn't start crying again. That would only make Chris
mad. "Lots of it?"
"Yeah...lots of it. So
that's why I think he hasn't come for us. I think he might be hurt real
bad."
"Chris, if that man
stabbed Uncle Johnny then Uncle Johnny could be dea...dea..."
"Don't say it. Don't even
think it."
"But it's true."
Silence filled the cave for a
long moment. When Chris finally spoke again he gave a whispered, "I
know."
The boy was surprised when his
sister clambered to her feet. He felt her tug on his hand.
"Come on. Let's go!"
"Jen...wait. Not so
fast."
"Come on, Chris, we gotta
hurry! Uncle Johnny's hurt. You said so yourself. We gotta help him."
"I know, but slow down.
That man...he might still be out there somewhere."
Those words were enough to
freeze Jennifer in her tracks. The last thing she wanted was to see that man
ever again in her whole life. But no matter how scared she was, she couldn't
sit in a cave and wait to be rescued if that meant not getting help for Uncle
Johnny.
"Chris, Uncle Johnny was
like He Who Dances With Rattlesnakes tonight, so now we have to be like that,
too."
"Huh?"
"Uncle Johnny wasn't as
big as that man, and he wasn't as strong as that man, and he didn't have a
knife like that man did, and he musta' been as scared as I was, but he saved
me. He saved me, and then he told you to run here and hide, so he saved you,
too. He saved both of us. Now we gotta be like our Uncle Katori. We gotta be
like He Who Dances With Rattlesnakes, Chris."
Chris nodded at the truth
behind Jennifer's words. He took her by the hand and gave the only instructions
he could think of.
"Don't let go of my hand.
Absolutely no talking. Watch where you're walking so you don't trip over
anything. Move as quiet as an Indian Scout just like Uncle Johnny taught us. If
we see any sign of that man, or hear anything, we turn and run right back here.
Got it?"
Chris almost didn't hear his
sister's, "Got it." He knew she was scared. But then so was he. But
Jennifer was right. They had to be like He Who Dances With Rattlesnakes. They
had to be as brave as Uncle Johnny.
The blond headed boy made his
sister stop when they came to the mouth of the cave. As unobtrusively as he
could, he parted two strands of moss. He peered straight ahead, then left, then
right. He didn't see anyone, or hear anything, so he crept outside bringing
Jennifer with him.
Chris breathed a sigh of relief
when they'd scurried the thirty feet it took them to get to the thick cover of
the woods. He knew the path by heart that led them to the Pow Wow Cave. When
he'd been running with Jennifer to reach the cave his terror had caused him to
veer off the path which explained the cuts and scratches on their arms and
faces. But this time Chris planned to travel the path the entire way back to
the campsite if possible. It would be a lot faster than zig zagging through the
overgrowth of the woods, and a lot quieter, too.
The children stopped twice
during their one mile journey. The first time was because Chris heard a noise
that caused him to pull Jennifer into a clump of bushes. They crouched there,
barely breathing and with their hearts hammering in their chests, until Chris
finally determined he'd heard nothing more than the activity of some nocturnal
animal. The second time they stopped was when a hoot owl called above their
heads. This time they didn't hide, but both Chris and Jennifer needed a moment
to collect their wits after that unexpected scare.
Joe's ears stood straight up
and he gave a low growl when he heard someone approach. When he picked up the
scents that were familiar to him the growl turned into a frantic bark.
"That's Joe!"
Jennifer whispered.
Chris nodded. When they were
within twenty feet of the campsite Chris forced his sister off the path. The
children crept the rest of the way forward using the overgrown brush as cover.
Chris's instincts caused him to clamp a hand over Jennifer's mouth when they
got their first glimpse of their father's partner and best friend.
Even though Chris's hand
prevented her from saying anything, Jennifer's mind cried an anguished, Uncle
Johnny! when she saw the paramedic lying curled on his side by the low
burning fire. She tried to squirm from Chris's grasp.
"No! Wait!" Chris
ordered in a strangled whisper. "Just wait a minute. We
gotta make sure that man isn't around."
The children watched for signs
of Evan Crammer. Joe sat beside his master looking into the woods with a
puzzled expression. Jennifer knew the young dog was wondering why they didn't
come out and help Uncle Johnny.
Chris hated himself for doing
it, but he allowed five minutes to pass before slowly rising. Jennifer stood
with him. She broke free from his grasp and ran for the fallen man.
"Uncle Johnny! Uncle
Johnny!"
By the time Chris reached the
paramedic Jennifer was kneeling beside him. She looked up at her brother with
tears in her eyes. "He's all bloody. I don't know what to do. How do we
help him?"
Chris thought that was a good
question. Jennifer was right. There was so much blood. The entire right side of
John's shirt was soaked red. So was the back of the shirt. His face was
splattered with blood as was his neck. Because the jeans Johnny was wearing
were faded from many washings Chris could see blood staining the lower portion
of his right pant leg as well.
When John let out a low moan
Chris used it to his advantage. "Uncle Johnny? Uncle Johnny?" The boy
hated to touch John for fear of inflicting further pain, but he had no choice.
He placed a hand right in the center of Johnny's chest, on one of the few spots
that didn't contain any blood. He gave the man a gentle shake.
"Uncle Johnny? Uncle
Johnny! Johnny, please, you have to wake up! Me and Jen are here, but you've
gotta tell us how to help you!"
John was so cold. And he hurt
so much. He felt his pulse racing and had to bite back a bout of nausea that
was urging him to throw up the fish he'd had for dinner. John wasn't sure how
many times he'd come to consciousness since the man fled. He wasn't sure how
many times he'd tried to get up so he could go to Chris and Jennifer, he just
knew that each time he tried to move he ended up passing out.
"Uncle Johnny! Uncle
Johnny, come on! Talk to me! You gotta tell me how to help you!"
Johnny turned his head enough
so he could look straight up. He'd learned from previous experience that lying
on his back caused pain so severe it brought tears to his eyes, and also made
it nearly impossible for him to breathe.
John's voice was no more than a
dry croak. "Chris?"
"Yeah, Uncle Johnny, it's
me. Jennifer's here, too."
Johnny's eyes searched for the
girl. Chris could see what he was doing so motioned Jennifer to scoot closer.
She laid a hand on Johnny's head.
"I'm here, Uncle Johnny.
I'm right here."
Johnny took in both children.
"You guys...o...kay?"
"We're fine," Chris
assured. "Now you gotta tell me how to help you."
Johnny found it remarkable that
he was as lucid as he was considering all he'd been through. Oh, by no means
did he want to be a contestant on Jeopardy, but if nothing else he knew what
had happened to him. He swallowed what little saliva he had left and focused on
Chris. The boy was right. He had to tell Roy's kids how to help him if he was
going to live another hour.
"Get...get the towels...we
brought, Chris. An...the sheets. Sheets that are in...bedrolls. Scissors
from...First Aid kit in my...saddle bags."
The children ran off to do as
Johnny instructed. Chris rifled through all three sets of saddlebags knowing
he'd find the towels his mother had sent for him and Jennifer to use when
washing up in the stream, and the towels Uncle Johnny had brought for himself
for the same purpose. He also removed the white First Aid kit with the red
cross on the front from one of John's saddle bags. He ran back to his uncle
carrying the items.
While Chris was doing that
Jennifer had torn apart their beds and pulled out the sheets. She dropped to
her knees beside Chris.
"Okay, Uncle Johnny. We
got everything." Chris peered into John's face. The man's eyes were open,
but they looked funny. Glazed and glassy like Chris knew a person's eyes look
when they have a fever.
Or when they're in shock, Chris
thought, as he recalled his First Aid courses.
"Uncle Johnny?"
John's head rolled toward the
voice. "Huh?"
"Me and Jen are back with
the stuff you told us to get. The towels and the sheets and the scissors. Now
tell me what to do."
John thought a moment. It was
funny, but just a few minutes ago he was so certain of what he needed to tell
the kids. Now, for some reason, almost seven years of medical knowledge thanks
to his paramedic training seemed to leave him.
"The towels, Uncle
Johnny," Chris prompted. "Did you want me to try to stop the bleeding
with them?"
"Uh...yeah. Good...boy.
Fold 'em...fold 'em in fourths."
Chris quickly did as Johnny
instructed.
"Okay, done."
"All right." John
paused as he reassessed his injuries. He wasn't too concerned about the knife
wound to his collarbone. He couldn't feel it bleeding any longer, which at this
point was the top priority. But blood was still seeping from the other stab
wounds.
"Take the...scissors,
Chris, and cut,...cut the sleeve of my shirt."
John didn't seem to be able to
focus on Chris, so the boy made sure to respond verbally.
"Okay."
Jennifer already the First Aid
kit open. She handed her brother the scissors.
John was still lying on his
left side, making it easy for Chris to slit the sleeve of his shirt. The boy
gasped at the long streak of blood smeared on the bare skin of John's right
arm. He moved his body a little, trying to block Jennifer's view.
"Don't...don't touch
my...T-shirt."
"Shouldn't I cut it away
from the wounds?"
"No. You might...tear a
clot."
Chris wasn't sure what Johnny
meant by that, but he bowed to his uncle's wisdom.
"What next?"
"Just press...one of the
towels...against the wound. Then take scissors...cut sheets into strips...and
tie..."
"Tie the towels in place.
Okay, I know what to do now."
"But..." Johnny's
eyes roamed the star-filled sky. "not too tight...Roy. Can't tie...too
tight. Don't wanna cut off...circulation complete...completely."
Having Johnny call him by his
father's name scared Chris. He knew that wasn't a good sign, but for now he
didn't have the time to worry about it.
Jennifer had made enough
bandages for her dolls out of old sheets to know exactly what Johnny's
instructions meant. While her brother held the folded towel against Uncle Johnny's
arm she cut strips of cloth wide enough and long enough for Chris to use to
secure the towel in place.
The children continued to work
together to save Johnny's life while Joe stood by keeping attentive watch on
the surrounding area. Chris cut John's right pant leg from ankle to knee. Just
above Johnny's cowboy boot was a deep stab wound like the one he had on his
arm. Chris held a towel against it while Jen cut more cloth strips.
It was when the children came
to the two wounds on Johnny's back that Chris was uncertain of what to do. He
cut right up the center of John's work shirt, but remembered the paramedics
words of caution and didn't try to remove his gray Los Angeles County Fire
Department T-shirt. The entire back of the shirt was now red with Johnny's
blood. Chris could see blood seeping down John's side and soaking into the
ground.
"Uncle Johnny," Chris
hailed. His tone grew louder and more frantic when the paramedic didn't
respond. "Uncle Johnny!"
John's eyes were only half
open. They traveled back and forth in lazy rhythm at the sound of Chris's
voice.
"Mmmm? Chris? You...okay?
Jen...Jenny!" John lifted his head. He seemed to look right through
Jennifer as he called frantically. "Jen! Where are you! Jenny!"
"I'm right here, Uncle
Johnny!" The little girl placed her hands on Johnny's shoulders and urged
him back to the ground. "I'm right here. I'm okay."
"Uncle Johnny, I got the
towels ready for your back, but you're gonna have to help me. You're gonna have
to sit up so I can tie 'em there."
John was barely lucid, but
managed to nod his head. Though what he was agreeing to he wasn't sure.
Chris took the four long strips
of cloth Jennifer handed him. He figured they'd only have one chance at this
and he wanted to get it right the first time.
"Jen, you go around to
Uncle Johnny's left side. When he sits up, I'm gonna scoot these strips over to
you. Pull 'em out half way, then leave 'em alone. Once we got them under him I
can tie them against his chest."
"Okay."
Jennifer scurried around
Johnny's feet and dropped to her knees on his left side.
"Uncle Johnny, we're ready," Chris said. "Can
you sit up?"
Johnny wasn't sure what Chris wanted
him to do or why, but when he felt the eleven year old circle his shoulders
from behind he remembered something about sitting up.
John cried out as he raised
himself from the ground with Chris's help. He rested his weight on his left
elbow and hip as best he could, but knew he was leaning heavily onto the boy.
Chris hurried to push the cloth
strips to Jennifer. The girl dropped on her stomach and pulled them across the
ground, doing like her brother said and stopping when she got them to the
half-way point. The entire ordeal didn't take more than ten seconds, but it was
ten seconds longer than John Gage's body could stand. Chris toppled backwards
when all of Johnny's weight slumped against him. For just a second the boy
thought John had died and was sure it was all his fault for making Johnny sit
up, but then he saw the uneven rise and fall of the paramedic's chest and
heaved a sigh of relief.
With Jennifer's help Chris got
Johnny positioned once again like they'd found him, lying on his left side in a
semi-fetal position. Jennifer held the towels against the unseen wounds on
John's back while Chris tied them in place. He didn't like the way Johnny
seemed to be struggling for breath so didn't tie his knots too tight.
The eleven year old stood and
looked around. He knew someone going into shock had to be kept warm and needed
to have their feet elevated.
"Jen, get the blankets
from our bedrolls and cover Uncle Johnny with 'em. But be careful. Don't bump
into him and be real gentle when you lay the blankets over him."
"I will be."
Chris hurried over to the stack
of firewood he'd collected earlier in the day. He put two more logs on the
fire, and used a stick to prod the flames into action.
Jennifer was covering Johnny
with all the skills of a Rampart nurse when Chris came to help her. They put
three blankets on the man. Chris set a smaller one aside for him and Jen to
wrap up in together. He ran to where the horses were tied and got two canteens.
He looped their straps over his neck, then grabbed one of the saddles from the
ground. He hoisted the heavy saddle against his stomach. Chris's gait had an
uneven limp to it because of the weight he struggled to haul back to the
campfire.
Jennifer watched with confusion
when Chris eased the saddled to the
ground by Johnny's feet.
"Come on. Help me."
"What are we doing?"
"First we're gonna take
his boots off, then we're gonna lift his legs and lay his ankles on the seat of
the saddle."
"Why?"
" 'Cause he's in
shock."
"What's that mean?"
"It means we gotta help
his body do things it's hurt too badly to do by itself right now, like keep him
warm and help his blood get to his brain and heart. That's why we have to
elevate his feet."
Jennifer was impressed with her
brother's knowledge. She never learned interesting stuff like this in Brownies.
The girl copied her brother's
movements as he bent over. The children tried to be gentle as they tugged
Johnny's boots off. Having Jennifer remove the left one didn't seem to disturb
him, but when Chris pulled the right one off Johnny moaned in pain.
I'm sorry, Uncle Johnny. I'm
sorry.
Chris ignored his internal distress as he continued to issue instructions to
his sister.
"Now we'll lift his ankles
together on the count of three, then I'll slide the saddle underneath
them."
"Okay."
"Ready?"
"Yeah."
"One, two, three."
Johnny let out another quiet moan as his legs were lifted three feet from the
ground. He was too out of it to understand why he was being jostled around, or
to feel his ankles come to nestle in the curve of a saddle seat.
Chris tucked the blankets
around Johnny's feet. It was as Chris stood to remove the canteens from around
his neck that John regained consciousness again.
"Uncle Johnny, do you want
some water?"
"Juz...a little.
Shouldn't...have...much."
"Why?"
"In
case...sur...gery."
"Oh."
Chris uncapped one of the
canteens and held it to Johnny's lips. More water dribbled down the paramedic's
chin than got in his mouth, but if nothing else it offered the man some relief.
"Chris?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm...I'm having a little
trouble...breathing. Can you get...couple pillows?"
Before Chris could answer
Jennifer jumped to her feet. She got the pillows she and Chris had brought from
home. The same pillows Uncle Johnny had teased them about that night when
they'd unrolled their beds.
"People who camp out under
the stars don't sleep on pillows," he'd teased with a big grin.
"I bet you're happy we
brought these pillows now, huh, Uncle Johnny?" Jennifer said as she
returned to the paramedic's side.
John did his best to smile.
"Yeah...sweetie. I sure...am." His eyes traveled to Chris. "You
put the...pillows...one on top...the other. Then lay them...long ways. I'm
gonna sit up...again. When I do...slip 'em...under...my left shoulder."
"You mean your head?"
"No. My shoulder. They'll
prop me up...some. Maybe...maybe make it easier to breathe. 'Kay?"
With what little strength he
had left Johnny gritted his teeth and raised his body off the ground. He was
thankful it took Chris a mere second to get the pillows in place. He
practically fell on them when the boy had his hand out of the way.
Johnny's left shoulder and the
side of his face now rested on the pillows. Though they didn't bring remarkable
results, he did think he could breathe a little easier now.
"Uncle Johnny, is there
anything else we can do?" Chris asked.
John pried his eyes open and
gazed into two pale faces that shouldn't look nearly this worried or
frightened. He gave the kids the best grin he could muster.
"No. Nothing. You did good...Christopher Roy. And you, too,...Jenny Bean.
Your dad...your dad will be...so proud of you. Both you."
"Daddy will be proud of
you, too, Uncle Johnny, 'cause you saved my life."
John's eyes slid closed. The
kids could barely understand the words he slurred as he slowly returned to the
world of unawareness.
"Couldn't let
anything...happen...to my best girl. Roy...Roy would be... so mad at me. I'd
never...forgive...myself."
Jennifer started to cry quiet
tears then. Chris pulled her close and wrapped the remaining blanket around the
two of them.
"Sssh, Jen. Don't cry.
Uncle Johnny's tough as they come. I've heard Dad say that a million times.
He'll be okay. He'll be fine."
Jennifer cried herself to sleep
during those early morning hours that preceded dawn. Joe stayed on alert,
intent on guarding his master and the children he so often played with.
Somewhere around four o'clock Chris finally fell into a fitful sleep, allowing
his body to sink down to the ground beside his sister's.
Johnny regained consciousness
on and off throughout those long hours. Sometimes he was aware of where he was
and what had happened, and sometimes he wasn't. Sometimes he was so hot he
thought he was on fire, while other times he was so cold he was certain he must
have passed out in a snow bank. Sometimes he was aware of the blood soaking
into the towels on his back, and sometimes he just thought it was rainwater
that had somehow gotten between his shirt and his skin.
But despite all those groggy
and incoherent thoughts, John Gage was fully aware of one thing. There was
little girl he had to protect and get home to her father. He had no intention
of telling his partner that Jennifer was dead. He didn't want Roy to have to
bury his only daughter. He wouldn't wish that heartbreak on any man. Not even
his worse enemy. And most certainly not his closest friend.
Evan Crammer sagged against the
tailgate of his pickup truck. The eastern sky was painted pale pink and blue
with the light from early dawn. His forearms ached like hell from where he'd
been slashed with his own knife, and his back and legs stung, too, from where
that damn dog had bitten him. If it hadn't been for the dog Evan would have
stayed and looked for those kids. The boy he could have killed easily enough
the second he found him. The girl he would have taken with him like he had
originally planned. But instead he'd been forced to run for his life across the
stream with that dog right at his heels. The entire night had been a fiasco.
That damn Indian was like a mother grizzly when it came to those kids. He'd
fought like a caged tiger even though Evan was a good four inches taller and
close to one hundred and fifty pounds heavier.
"Damn redskin. I should of
scalped him. I would have if it hadn't been for his dog. No matter though.
He'll be dead before anyone finds him."
Evan wanted nothing more than
to stand under a hot shower and forget Los Angeles existed. But for the time
being he had to make due with washing his many cuts and abrasions with cold
water from the stream.
When the man had cleaned
himself as best he could he reached beneath the driver's seat for his billy
club. With a determined purpose to his stride, he started the rugged trek to
the campsite. He ran a hand over the smooth, weighted plastic of his weapon.
If that Indian is still
alive he won't be by the time I'm through with him. And Jennifer...well one way
or another Jennifer will be mine.
Chris
and Jennifer woke to the sound of Johnny's screams. For a few seconds Chris
thought the man who tried to kidnap Jennifer was back, but when he looked
around he saw their campsite was devoid of intruders.
The boy scrambled to his feet.
John's eyes were wide open and he was yelling Jennifer's name.
"Jennifer! Get away from
him! Jenny, get back! Stay away from him! No, don't go with him!
Jennifer!"
"I'm here, Uncle Johnny!
I'm here!" Jennifer jumped up and ran to Johnny's side. She pushed on his
shoulder, trying to get him to lie down. John twisted away from her as his stomach
spasmed. Jennifer's eyes grew wide with shock as he vomited blood into the
grass.
The girl looked at her stunned
brother. "What...what's wrong with him, Chris?"
Chris was no more prepared to
handle this turn of events than his sister. He watched as Johnny vomited two
more times. The paramedic collapsed on the pillows, his limbs trembling from
exertion. Chris didn't think anyone could be as pale as his Uncle Johnny was
and not be dead. The tiny gasps the man was making for air left the boy feeling
stupid and helpless.
Not knowing what else to do,
Chris picked up one of the canteens. He uncapped it and knelt by Johnny's side.
"Here, Uncle Johnny. I've
got some water for you."
John felt a hand slip
underneath his neck and urge his head up. He took two long sips, then spit the
liquid onto the grass. Though Johnny wasn't completely cognizant in regards to
what had just happened, he knew better than to swallow the liquid and was
simply grateful for the opportunity to rinse his mouth out. He ran his tongue
over dry, cracked lips. He focused in on the worried face hovering over him.
"What can we do, Uncle
Johnny? How we can help you?"
"Don't
be...so...upset...Chris. When you frown like...that...you look juz...juz like
your...dad. You're...you're doin' fine,...son. Both you and,...Jen. I'm
sorry...sorry I'm scaring you...like this."
"You're not scaring us.
You just need to tell me what else we can do for you."
"Not much...right
now." Johnny had to pause in order to wait out a wave of pain that was
threatening to make him scream.
Can't lose it. Can't lose it
in front of the kids. Gotta keep it together no matter how much it hurts.
"Do you want something
more to drink?"
"No, I...shouldn't
have...it. Can't...have it."
Chris could tell the man was
thirsty just by looking at his parched lips. Though the boy had to respect
Johnny's wisdom in this matter, he thought of a way they might be able to make
him a bit more comfortable. Chris turned to his sister.
"Go get one of the
washcloths from your saddlebags that Mom sent along."
Jennifer ran to retrieve the
requested item. For the next thirty minutes the children did the best they
could to give John some liquid by running a damp wash cloth over his mouth, and
to keep his condition stable by making certain he was well-covered with both
his feet and shoulders elevated. Chris cringed each time Johnny coughed. Flecks
of blood splattered his lips and chin. Even though the boy didn't know what
this meant, he knew it wasn't a good sign. Ten minutes into their ministrations
Johnny began to shiver so violently the wounds on his back started bleeding
again. His eyes took on a far away look, and he started screaming once again
for Jennifer to run while struggling to get off the ground.
It was all Chris and Jennifer
could do to keep Johnny in a prone position. They had to yell to be heard over
the paramedic's panicked shouts.
"Uncle Johnny, it's okay!
Jennifer's okay! Uncle Johnny, please! You're bleeding again. Please, Uncle
Johnny, calm down!"
"Uncle Johnny, I'm right
here! I'm okay! The man didn't get me!"
Chris and Jennifer repeated
their words over and over until Chris thought they made a little progress. It
took several minutes, but Johnny finally calmed down and was no longer
screaming for Jennifer to flee, but then his entire body went rigid right
before he started twitching like he was having violent muscle spasms. The
children sat back on their knees, their eyes round with terror. Jennifer was
sure when the shaking stopped Uncle Johnny would be dead.
Chris and Jennifer exhaled
heavy sighs when Johnny's body finally relaxed. They watched the rise and fall
of his chest, barely able to tear their eyes away from this movement that
signified life.
Jennifer looked at her brother.
Her face was almost as pale as Johnny's.
"What...what happened,
Chris? What was wrong with him?"
"I don't know. I think he
might have had a convulsion."
"What's that?"
"I...it's like a buncha
muscle spasms all at one time. The muscles get really tight and then start
twitching."
"What caused it?"
"I...I don't know."
"But what if it happens
again? What will we do?"
Chris jumped to his feet.
"Geez, Jennifer, what do I look like to you, a paramedic? I don't know
what caused it and I don't know what we'll do if it happens again! Dad would
know what to do if he was here! And Uncle Johnny knows what to do only he's too
sick to tell us! So I don't know! I just don't know! And quit your crying!
Don't look at me like that, you big baby!"
Chris stomped away from the
campsite leaving Jennifer sitting beside Johnny with tears running down her
face.
The boy stopped when he came to
where the horses were tied. Like his father, Chris had always found activity
the best way to work through his anger. The boy fed the horses with the feed
mixture Johnny had brought along. He was so mad at himself. He glanced at his
watch and saw it was eight-thirty.
How could I have slept that
long? I knew Uncle Johnny needed me. I mighta been able to keep him from
getting worse if I'd stayed awake. And what if that man had come back? He could
have taken Jennifer and I'd have slept right through it.
The boy glanced up when his
sister joined him. He wondered if he looked as dirty and tired as she did.
Dried tears streaked dusty tracks down her cheeks. The water from her tears had
now mixed in with the face paint making her look more like a clown than an
Indian. Red scratches from tree branches and prickly brush dotted her face as a
result of their wild run through the woods during the night. Wide smears of
Johnny's blood was on the front of her jean jacket and the sleeves of both
arms. The knees of her jeans were stained with a mixture of grass, dirt, and
blood, and her braids were so loose one could hardly call them braids any
longer.
"Chris...I'm sorry."
"You don't have anything
to be sorry about," the boy said as he finished feeding the animals.
"I only got mad 'cause you were asking me questions I couldn't answer. I
was upset with myself, not you. I...I'm scared, Jen. Uncle Johnny's really
sick. He...he needs help bad."
Jen looked back at the campsite
where Johnny lay as still as death.
"I wish Daddy was here.
He'd know what to do."
"I know. I wish Dad was
here, too." Before Chris could give into the urge to cry he took a deep
breath and stood up straighter. "Come on. Let's wash our hands and then
eat some breakfast. There's granola bars in one of Uncle Johnny's saddlebags.
We can eat a couple of those and wash 'em down with some juice."
The children cleaned their
hands in the stream, retrieved two bottles of orange juice, and fished granola
bars out of Johnny's saddlebags. Chris also grabbed a peanut butter sandwich
from amongst their stock to feed to Joe.
Unlike the previous morning in
Uncle Johnny's kitchen, breakfast was a solemn affair. The children had no more
than finished when John had another convulsion. Chris felt tears burn his eyes
when Johnny moaned in pain after the muscle spasms ended.
With determination that went
beyond his years Chris began to formulate a plan. Jennifer's words from
earlier, I wish Daddy was here, echoed in Chris's head.
That's what I gotta do. I
gotta get Dad.
Chris marched toward Cody.
He tossed a blanket over the horse's back, then struggled to hoist the heavy
saddle.
"Jen, come here! I need
your help!"
Jennifer looked up from where
she was wiping a damp cloth over Johnny's face.
"What?"
"Just come here!"
The girl ran to her brother's
side. "What are you doing?"
"Saddling Cody."
"Why?"
"I'm gonna ride down to
Uncle Johnny's and call Dad."
"But, Chris, you can't
ride Cody. Uncle Johnny won't let you. He's says Cody's too spirited."
Chris knew that was exactly what
Uncle Johnny said, but he also knew Cody was the fastest and most sure footed
horse of the bunch.
"Look, Jen, I've got no
choice. I've got to get back to Uncle Johnny's as soon as I can. Now come on,
help me."
Jennifer glanced at Johnny one
last time before turning to help Chris. She wouldn't argue with her brother
further, or let him know how much it scared her to think of being left alone
here in the woods with Uncle Johnny. What if that man came back? Uncle Johnny
was hurt too badly to come to her aid this time.
The children struggled to get
the saddle on the tall gelding, but by working together they got the job done.
Chris tightened the cinch, then made certain he had a full canteen. He hung the
container over the saddle horn. While Jennifer watched he rummaged through the
three sets of saddlebags, putting what few supplies he thought he'd need for
himself in one bag including the keys to Johnny's house. Jen ran to the cold
stream and pulled out two cans of pop for him and a bottle of juice. Chris
smiled his thanks at his sister as he put those items in one of the leather
bags along with a peanut butter sandwich. The remainder of the sandwiches,
snacks, drinks, and canteens Chris left with Jennifer, along with the First Aid
kit. The boy then knelt in front of his sister.
"You know I have no choice
but to go for help, right?"
"I know."
Even though Jennifer didn't
voice her fear Chris could see it in her eyes.
"I'd take you with me, but
someone has to stay here with Uncle Johnny. He needs you, Jen, just like Nascha
needed Katori. You gotta take care of him. You gotta give him a little water
when he wakes up and wipe his mouth when he gets sick, and make sure he stays
covered with the blankets."
"But what if he dies,
Chris?" Tears shimmered in Jennifer's blue eyes. "What if he..."
The boy gave his sister a stern
shake. "Don't say that. He's not gonna die. I just gotta get help to him,
and you just gotta take care of him while I do that. We're partners now, Jen.
Just like Uncle Johnny and Dad. So we gotta work together like they do in order
to help Uncle Johnny. Can you do that? Can you take care of Uncle Johnny while
I'm gone?"
Though Jennifer wasn't feeling
very confident about this whole situation, she nodded and tried to sound as
brave as she could. "I can do that."
"Good." Chris pulled
his sister against his chest. They shared a long hug. When he released her he
said, "I'm leaving Joe here. He'll protect you and Uncle Johnny. There's
no need to be scared."
"But what about you? What
if that man..."
"Cody runs real fast. I've
seen Uncle Johnny practically fly while riding him. If that guy shows up I'll
just kick Cody into high gear and hang on tight."
Jennifer knew her brother's
riding skills didn't come anywhere near matching Uncle Johnny's. If Chris was
forced to kick Cody into 'high gear' as he put it, he'd most likely fall off
and break his neck. But just like there were many things Chris was leaving
unvoiced for fear of scaring his sister, Jennifer left some things unvoiced for
fear of scaring Chris.
"I guess that will work.
Uncle Johnny says Cody can run like the wind."
"He can," Chris
confirmed.
The eleven year old untied Cody
and began leading him toward the trail that would take them down the mountain.
Jennifer walked beside her brother, intending to say a final goodbye before he
mounted up.
Words buzzed around Johnny like
pesky flies. He couldn't focus on the conversation at first, but as time went
on and the speakers got closer to where he laid he was able to make sense of
what they were saying.
It hurt too much for the
paramedic to move his body, but he tilted his head back against the pillows and
caught sight of Chris with one foot in Cody's stirrup.
John's voice was weak and
hoarse, but he managed to make his words coherent and stern. "Chris, what
are you doing?"
The boy dropped his foot as
quick as he'd pull his hand out of his mother's cookie jar.
"Nothing, Uncle Johnny. Go
back to sleep."
"I wasn't sleeping. I was
unconscious. There's a big difference between the two. Now get over here."
The DeSoto children had always
been taught to respect adults. Therefore Chris did has Johnny commanded.
"Don't stand over me and
make me look up at you. Get down here."
The boy crouched by Johnny's
head as Jennifer stood off to one side. She'd never seen Uncle Johnny this mad
before. He never got angry with her and Chris.
John had to fight around the
sharp pain coming from what felt like every part of his body in order to keep
his voice firm. He had a good idea what Chris was up to and he wasn't about to
let the boy carry out his plan.
"Why is Cody saddled,
Chris?"
"I...well because I'm
going to ride down to your ranch and call my dad. You need help, Uncle Johnny.
Me and Jen gotta get you off this mountain."
"Your dad will come,
Chris. Just give him time."
"But it's only nine-thirty
in the morning. They're not expecting us until six tonight! Uncle Johnny, we
can't wait that long."
Johnny gave the upset boy a
tired grin. "Why? Got a hot date?"
Chris shot to his feet, his
hands balled in fists. "That's not funny, John! It's not funny at all! You
need help and I'm gonna get it for you!"
The boy spun on one heel and
stomped toward Cody.
"Chris! Chris, wait!"
Johnny tried to push himself to an upright position but ended up falling back
with a cry.
Chris heard the anguished yell,
and heard his sister trying to comfort Johnny, but he never turned around.
The paramedic barely had the
strength to call after the boy, "Chris! Christopher Roy DeSoto, when I get
my hands on you I'm gonna tan your hide for disobeying me! Christopher!
Chris!"
Johnny was dimly aware of
Jennifer running a cool cloth over his dry lips. His collarbone ached with each
ragged breath he inhaled, his wrist was so swollen he couldn't have moved it
had he wanted to, the knifed muscles of his injured leg and arm seemed to throb
in time with his heart beat, and the jagged wounds in his back were bleeding
again. A tear trickled down the side of his face that he hoped Jennifer didn't
notice.
Roy, I'm so sorry. I'm so
damn sorry. First Jenny, now Chris. Oh damn. Damn, damn, damn.
"Uncle Johnny, don't
cry," Jennifer begged, her own tears running down her cheeks. "Please
don't cry. Chris will be okay. We'll all be okay. I promise. I'll take care of
you, and Joe will take care of me, and Cody will take care of Chris. So see,
we'll be fine. We'll be just fine."
John gazed up at the girl. He
smiled when she wiped at the tears running into his hair.
"I'm sorry, Peanut,"
he rasped around a dry throat. "This camping trip didn't turn out exactly
like I had planned."
"It's not your fault. You
didn't know that man was here."
"But I should have."
"How?"
"I...I just should
have."
John closed his eyes, not able
to look into Jennifer's trusting gaze any longer.
Jennifer scooted as close to
Johnny as she could without touching him. She wasn't sure how she knew he was
sad, she just did. Not knowing how else to help him, she started to sing a song
that always made her happy no matter how bad of a day she was having.
"You are my sunshine, my
only sunshine. You make me happy, when skies are gray. You'll never know, dear,
how much I love you. So don't take my sunshine away."
Tears ran more steadily down
Johnny's cheeks as Jennifer sang her song over and over. In his mind he sang
along with her. He wondered at the course of events of his life. Maybe this was
how he was supposed to die, with a little girl by his side singing a song about
being someone's sunshine.
Johnny's right hand worked its
way out of the blanket. Without opening his eyes he wrapped his arm around
Jennifer's slim waist and pulled her to his chest, not caring that the movement
caused him further pain, or made one of his many wounds start to bleed again.
He held her close and felt her lay her small hand in his palm. He closed his
fingers around her smooth skin.
Jennifer was crying as she
leaned forward and kissed her Uncle Johnny's cheek. Even after all he'd been
through his face paint was still in place. Jen ran a finger of her free hand
over the purple stripe.
"Purple is for
brother," she whispered through her tears. "And for uncle, too. We
thank you, Great Father In The Sky for our brother and our uncle. Please keep
him strong until my daddy gets here. He is called Katori. He Who Dances With
Rattlesnakes. He's not the tallest, nor the shortest. He's not the fastest, or
the slowest. He is not the strongest, or the weakest. But he is the bravest.
He's the bravest and he saved me from that man. Now please save him.
Please."
As the morning wore on Jennifer
remained wrapped in Johnny's arm, with her hand encased in his. Sometimes she
sang, and sometimes she cried, and sometimes she wiped Johnny's face with
water, but mostly she prayed, asking God to take care of her uncle, He Who
Dances With Rattlesnakes.